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'Part of me still loves, more of me Doesn't'

Friday, November 28, 2008

BEYONCE AT THE AMA'S



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FOODS

How do you like your eggs? Scrambled

How do you take your coffee/tea: Coffee please with cream and 2 packs of sugar

Favorite breakfast foods: Bacon and eggs!

Peanut butter: smooth or crunchy? Never did like peanut butter! EEEEEWWWWW.

What kind of dressing on your salad? Vinaigrette

Coke or Pepsi? Coke ZERO

You're feeling lazy. What do you make? TACOS

You're feeling really lazy. What kind of pizza do you order? All-meat

You feel like cooking. What do you make? Tinola/sinigang/nilaga depends kung ano request sa house.

Do any foods bring back good memories? Maja. A's favorite kakanin.

Do any foods bring back bad memories? hmmmm wala naman.

Do any foods remind you of someone? sweet spaghetti~ REIN


Is there a food you refuse to eat? Saluyot. SO slimy and yucky.

What was your favorite food as a child? Spaghetti, well until now naman.

Is there a food that you hated as a child but now love? ampalaya

Is there a food that you loved as a child but now hate? adobong pusit and dinuguan it looks so scary kasi when I was young.

Favorite fruit & vegetable: I love mangoes and pears and peaches.
As for vegetables naman, I love eggplants and okra.

Favorite junk food: Ruffles original flavor, Cheetos crunchy and Lays plain salted hehe.

Favorite between meal snack: ah parang wala naman.

Do you have any weird food habits: None naman.

You're on a diet. What food(s) do you fill up on? fruits.

How spicy do you order Indian/Thai? Spicy enough to make me sweat a little.

Can I get you a drink? Iced Tea please.

Red wine or white? Hmmm... red wine.

We only have beer: San Mig Light, then!

Favorite dessert? Little Oscar cake from FIGARO

The perfect nightcap? Water lang hehe.


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BET YOU AGREE ON THESE



  • Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right and the other is the husband!
  • Don't marry the person you want to live with, marry the one you cannot live without, but whatever you do, you'll regret it later.
  • You can't buy love, but you pay heavily for it.
  • Bad officials are elected by good citizens who do not vote.
  • Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired.
  • Marriage is give and take. You'd better give it to her or she'll take it anyway.
  • Wives and husbands always compromise. The husband admits he is wrong and she agrees.
  • Those who can't laugh at themselves leave the job to others.
  • A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
  • You're getting old when you enjoy remembering things more than doing them.
  • Saving is the best thing. Especially when your parents have done it for you.
  • Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools talk because they have to say something .
  • They call our language the mother tongue because the father seldom gets to speak!
  • There is only one perfect wife in the world and every neighbor has it!
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Coffee is almost Zero Calorie

espresso.jpgAccording to the USDA nutrient database - an 8 ounce cup of coffee (brewed from grounds) has just 2 (yes two) Calories. The calories come from a tiny amount of protein and some mono-unsaturated oils.

The coffee bean has oils in it (which is why a barista often needs to clean their espresso machine to prevent an oily build up). Sometimes a really bad coffee can be due to the oils in it becoming rancid (this often occurs from dark roasts, which cause a subsequent release of oils - if the beans are stored for a long time the oils may go slightly rancid).

So: coffee beans + water = virtually calorie-free.

It's about Milk and Sugar

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When we talk about about a coffee high in calories - we are really talking about the additives we put in it. Caffeine is a bitter chemical and products containing caffeine are bitter - so we tend to sweeten them up - with milk, sugar, or syrups.

The larger the drink volume - the more milk you will be getting. With espresso-based drinks (latte, cappuccino) - the amount of water in the drink is minimal (typically 45mls / 1.5 fl. ounces per espresso shot). You do the math: a 16 ounces Grande Latte from Starbucks will have two espresso shots (~ 3 oz) -- that leaves around 13 ounces of milk (depending on how much foam tops the drink) - so there's 198 Calories already (if the milk is 2% reduced fat).

Add in cream, a pump of flavored syrup, and some sugar - and you are in for a very calorie-dense drink - more like sweetened milk than coffee.

Calories in Common Coffee Drinks

Beverage
Volume (oz)
Calories
Instant coffee
1 rounded tsp dry powder
4
Instant coffee
8
4
Espresso Coffee
1
1
Brewed Coffee
8
2


McDonald's Cappuccino
16
130
McDonald's Latte
16
180
McDonald's Mocha
16
330
McDonald's Brewed Coffee (Large)
16
0
Dunkin Donuts Latte
10
120
Dunkin Donuts Cappuccino
10
80
Dunkin Donuts Mocha Swirl Latte
10
230
Dunkin Donuts Brewed Coffee
10
15
Starbucks Brewed Coffee
16
5
Starbucks Caffè Americano
16
15
Starbucks Caffè Latte
16
220
Starbucks Caffè Mocha (no whip)
16
290
Starbucks Caffè Mocha (whip)
16
360
Starbucks Cappucino
16
140
Starbucks Peppermint White Chocolate Mocha (whip)
16
560
Starbucks Caffe Vanilla Frappucino Blended Coffee (whip)
16
430
Starbucks Hot Chocolate (no whip)
16
330

Coffee Extras

Many people use non-dairy creamers in their coffee. However, as the chart below shows - these still contain Calories.
Extras
Calories (per Tablespoon)
Cream
52
Half-and-half
20
Whole milk
9
Fat-free milk
5
Sugar
48
McDonald's Coffee Cream (liquid)
20
Plain nondairy creamer (powder)
33
Plain, light nondairy creamer (powder)
25
Flavored nondairy creamer (powder)
45
Flavored, reduced-fat nondairy creamer (powder)
40
Plain nondairy creamer (liquid)
20
Plain, light nondairy creamer (liquid)
10
Flavored nondairy creamer (liquid)
35
Flavored, reduced-fat nondairy creamer (liquid)
20

The Bottom Line

If you are looking at reducing the amount of calories in your diet and coffee is your thing: It's time to work on that sweet tooth. The best option is to drink an Americano (espresso + water). Believe it or not, espresso drinks have less caffeine than brewed drinks (where the water is in contact with the coffee grounds for a longer time).

Minimize the amount of extras you put into your coffee - and you may well remove a significant amount of Calories from your diet.

See More: Caffeine in Starbucks Coffee. How to Quit Drinking Coffee.
Nutrition sources: starbucks. mcdonald's, dunkin donuts.



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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

random questions

Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4.
wala book sa station ko nasa bag ko.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
I'm touching RICO now hehehe.

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
CSI

Without looking, guess what time it is?
4:30 am

Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
4:22 am

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
agents chatting

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
kanina. to smoke and discuss some changes. messy changes.

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Friendster.com

What are you wearing?
black jacket. black top. black jeans. black flipflops. black mood. luksa mode for the cable task force team. shet talaga!

Did you dream last night?
No because I'm working.

When did you last laugh?
earlier because of some weird thing bubbles( team mate) said.

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Beige and Light green painted walls with ELNK POSTERS.

Seen anything weird lately?
nope

What do you think of this quiz?
Sakto lang

What is the last film you saw?
Quantum of Solace

If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?
hmmmm a lot of things! brand new house and lot, educational plan for Euan, a car, a laptop, Brand new kitchen showcase.

Tell me something about you that I dunno.
That unlike what A thinks. I'm not a slut or malandi and definitely not A BAD person who cheats and two-time.
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
sana wala ng mahirap at mayaman lahat pantay-pantay.- para masaya.

Do you like to dance?
Yes.
George Bush
Don't care.

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Matilda lorraine.

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
hehehe Euan Miguel.

Would you ever consider living abroad?
Living? yes. Italy.

What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
That I had been a GOOD MOTHER TO EUAN.

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ONE

One.
Word.
Nothing.
Else.

1. Yourself:
sleepy

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend (spouse),
hah?

3. Your hair:
short

4. Your mother:
madrama

5. Your Father:
lost

6. Your Favorite Item:
moisturizer

7. Your dream last night:
erotic (ahahahhaha!)

8. Your Favorite drink:
water

9. Your Dream Car:
FORTUNER

10. The room you are in:
Office

11. Your Ex:
missed

12. Your fear:
loneliness

13. What you want to be in 10 years?
rich

14. Who you hung out with last night?
officemates

15. What You’re Not?
pretentious

16. Muffins:
blueberry

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
digicam

18. Time:
enemy

19. The Last Thing You Did:
smoke

20. What You Are Wearing:
jeans

21. Your Favorite Weather:
rainy

22. Your Favorite Book:
dear john

23. The Last Thing You Ate:
adobo

24. Your Life:
crazy

25. Your Mood:
serious

26. Your best friend:
REIN

27. What are you thinking about right now?
work

29. What are you doing at the moment?
this

30. Your summer:
busy

31. Your relationship status:
nonexistent

32. What is on your TV?
nothing

33. What is the weather like?
cold

34. When is the last time you laughed?
earlier



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~got this from missyosigirl

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If you don’t like someone, the way he holds his spoon will make you furious. If you care about someone, he can turn his plate over in your lap and you won’t mind. - Irving Becker
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Youniverse Personality TestYouniverse Personality Test


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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

love is when you tell a guy
that you like his shirt & he
wears it everyday

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Love is... Love is being a thousand miles away - and still be able to picture his eyes. Love is walking into a crowed room of people - and know he's in the room, because you get that feeling. Love is when you're lying in your bed at night falling asleep - and pretending he's lying right there next to you. Love is when he walks into the room - and you forget to breathe, your heart stops for that spilt second, you get that rush. Love is missing him -before he leaves. Love is never thinking you could have these kinds of feelings - and have them for him. Love is more than just butterflies - it's indescribable. (erika)

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You make me melt
like a popsicle on
the Fourth of July
-Little Rascals


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THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY~ WENDY MATTHEWS


Hey, does it ever make you wonder
what's on my mind
I, I was only ever running to your side
I never cried, I just watched my life go by
It's just a pack of lies,
'cause you're leaving me behind
Why, after this long is there nothing
I'll keep, oh, I can shout
you'll pretend you're falling asleep
I live a lie, yeah, believing that you're mine
It's just a waste of time
'cause you're leaving me behind

Hey, there's not a cloud in the sky
It's as blue as your goodbye
and I thought it would rain
on a day like today
Hey, there's not a cloud in sight
it's as blue as your blue goodbye
and I thought it would rain
the day you went away

Hey, does it ever make you wonder what's on my mind
I was only ever running back to your side
Hey, there's not a cloud in the sky
it's as blue as your goodbye
and I thought it would rain
on a day like today

Hey, there's not a cloud in sight
it's as blue as your blue goodbey
and I thought it would rain
the day you went away

He's on the buses, and the aeroplanes
with some groceries and a sleeping bag....

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November 25, 2008
Here's your Tarot Reading for today, josefina:

Love Touchstone Career



The Judgement Death Justice
Today | This Week
In terms of your emotional relationships, today you become aware of the need to break with a part of your past life to rebuild your stability elsewhere. Death and Judgment indicate an urgent need for a temporary or permanent separation, josefina... Only by taking this radical step will you be able to believe in love again, rediscovering your confidence and love for yourself. In your professional life, your situation is developing, regardless of whether you have made a decision or not, since certain things come to an end while others are starting to see the light of day. Under the influence of the card of Death, you could well face some transformations within your work environment, and you might make a number of decisions that are necessary if you wish to start afresh. The card of Justice, which symbolizes you, will help you to react appropriately in order to turn another page.


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Monday, November 24, 2008

What do you do when he stops loving you?
Well, you cry a little...
Then you wait for the sun to come up...
It always does.
~The Sound of Music

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When someone is gone from your life for a really long time, you start to forget stuff about them. Like, you forget what their voice sounded like … and how they loved you so much … and how everything you did was completely okay with them. - Party of Five

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Friday, November 21, 2008

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Book: surrender to love ( so cheesy!)


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'I can't be held accountable if you cant make up your mind. Tonight as much as i would like to, I can't put my hands all over you. If i put myself in that position to be immune to you, it'll keep my heart from breaking, If you cant make up your mind' -the get up kids

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I asked GOD


I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own! But I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

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21 REASONS NOT TO HAVE CHILDREN



The following came from an anonymous mother in Austin, TX. Things I've learned from my children:

1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2,000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep.
2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite.
3. A 3-year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant.
4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20X20 foot room.
5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way.
6. The glass in windows (even double pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan.
7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words, "Uh-oh", it's already too late.
8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.
9. A six-year-old can start a fire with a flint rock even though a 36-year-old man says they can only do it in the movies. A magnifying glass can start a fire even on an overcast day.
10. Certain Lego's will pass through the digestive tract of a four-year-old.
11. Play Dough and Microwave should never be used in the same sentence.
12. Super glue is forever.
13. No matter how much Jell-O you put in a swimming pool, you still can't walk on water.
14. Pool filters do not like Jell-O.
15. VCR's do not eject PB&J sandwiches even though TV commercials show they do.
16. Garbage bags do not make good parachutes.
17. Marbles in gas tanks make lots of noise when driving.
18. You probably do not want to know what that odor is.
19. Always look in the oven before you turn it on. Plastic toys do not like ovens.
20. The fire department in Austin has a 5 minute response time.
21. The spin cycle on the washing machine does not make earth worms dizzy. It will, however, make cats dizzy, and cats throw up twice their body weight when dizzy.


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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Would I be out of line if I said I miss you -Incubus

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And so it finally happened. My poor, twelve-year-old heart finally crumbled into a little pile of dust and blew away. It was over. I was never going to get her back. It was time for a little self-respect. It was time to let go. Time to move on.* - The Wonder Years


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There are few things sadder in life then watching someone walk away after they left you. Watching the distance between your bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space and silence. ~ Someone Like You

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I used to wait for you every day, outside your class, by the phone, then one day i got tired of waiting and hoped you would wait for me, but you didnt. you just let me walk away without a fight... that's what hurts the most, I knew I would have waited and fought for you forever

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous words..and yet it didn't feel the way it used to. I didn't get the feeling that I used to..rather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle and this time, I was the first to look away. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks aren't the same, the bond is not the same..nothing is the same. I know we've fought to stay strong for awhile but soemetimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we won't pretend anymore. So maybe one day it will be okay again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes, i want it to be okay again. - Alison

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tell me where you are tonight, and is everything alright? do you remember what i said, while she's sleeping in your bed? tell me now you smile hard, cause i don't smile much so far. and is she everything you need; is she everything i couldn't be? does she make everything match better, bring you all the shiny weather that you want? and is she everything... everything i'm not? -Something Corporate
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BEYONCE and JUSTIN SNL LIVE!


Beyonce Knowles Justin Timberlake @ Saturday Night Live from Stevie Crown on Vimeo.

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'this is letting go'

that night, the night when i finally said 'enough is enough,' was biting cold as i slipped out of the party, struggling to hold back my tears & making it only as far as the car, where i spent what seemed like ages fumbling with my keys until i finally felt the lock give & rushed, shivering, into the driver's seat. it took a minute for me to move; i sat there instead with my hands on top of the wheel & my forehead pressed against it, taking in deep breaths of the cool air that was slowly becoming tolerable. sitting up, i wiped my eyes, though it was as useless as a shoveling snow while the blizzard is still happening, & began to drive. i had no where to go, but somehow it seemed like the only option. the lights of the city all blurred into one & i could barely make out the reds, greens, & yellows of the traffic signals as i drove along. my head was no longer doing the driving, though; instead, it was my heart, & i somehow found myself at the football field. you know the one. you remember the night. & as i sat there, i saw it all play out, & through my tears, i smiled. the next place i passed was the sidewalk in front of my grandma's apartment, the one where we stood kissing in the rain. i closed my eyes, & the wetness on my face was still there, almost as if it were happening again. next were the flower shop, the gas station, the car wash...i also passed the beauty salon, & saw the sign that read: mt. pleasant: 60 miles. i passed meyer's courtyard & i saw the very place we had parked that night. it couldn't possibly have been almost two years ago, could it? because i could still feel the way i had felt that night, the way my cheeks had ached from smiling so hard. the bowling alley, the y, the movie theater...every place has it's own story, it's own unforgettable memory of 'us.' remember when it was 'us,' not 'you' & 'me?' i kept driving, letting occasional sobs escape my mouth as the rain from my eyes steadily fell, & i went to the place i knew would hurt the most. i drove past 'your road,' past my old house where we drove through the fog & you gave me a kiss on the cheek while i drove because you 'couldn't help it,' & finally i saw it. the rest stop. our rest stop. two years it had been ours. i parked the car this time, walked out to the table where we had layed together, & laid down in the freezing cold, listening to the rush of the river. the cold wind burned my face, but when i closed my eyes, i could almost swear it was your warm breath brushing against my face again...i could almost feel your skin against mine, here you whisper those three little words. & i swear, at that moment, the tears were gone. i sat up & looked around. the grass, the grass we had made memories on, was no longer beautiful; it was ugly & brown & had lost the magic it once possessed. i almost laughed at the irony of it all. instead, i sighed, slowly got up & walked to the car. with one last look, i got inside, started the ignition & wiped my eyes completely dry. '& this,' i thought to myself, 'this is letting go.'

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~hay umiiyak na nman ako...

'Thinking Of You'

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
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To the girl who will replace me ...

There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is feeling, but... just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him... He won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way, so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for... He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he will need his space, but don't worry... He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met, so please don't take him for granite. When it comes to his money, don't take advantage of that, He will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. Remember, He likes blue better than green, blonds better than brunettes, Republicans better than Democrats, Soft pretzels win over Steak, Kacki over denim, Leather over cloth, and even though he won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard... He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be an extremely successful attorney and won't ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn't any guy in the world better than him... Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time... I promise, you will.

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We're all a little in the dark when it comes to love. Sometimes you have to run away from it to see it clearly. And sometimes you have to come home to try it again. - Men In Trees
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'When you grow up, falling in love becomes more about finding someone whose strengths match your weaknesses, who you can spend Sunday evenings with, who you don't mind lying next to every night.' -Unhitched

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I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of a 5 year old again.

* I want to go to McDonald's and think that it is a four star restaurant.
* I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples in a pond with rocks.
* I want to think M&M's are better than money because you can eat them.
* I want to lie under a big oak tree and watch the ants march up its trunk.
* I want to run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day.
* I want to go fishing and care more about catching the minnows along the shore than the big bass in the lake.
* I want to think the world is fair.
* I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all I knew about were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes. When I didn't know what I know now. When all I knew was to be happy because I was blissfully unaware of all the things that should make me worried.
* I want to think that a quarter is worth more than a dollar bill because it is prettier and weighs more.
* I want to think that everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible.
* I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things in life again.
* I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, dreams, the imagination, the Tooth Fairy, a kiss that makes a boo-boo go away, making angels in the snow, and that my dad and G-d are the strongest people in the world.

So......here's my checkbook and my car keys, my credit cards and the bills, my 401K statements, my stocks and bonds, my collections, my insurance premiums, my job, my house and the payments, my e-mail address, pager, cell phone, computer, and watch. I am officially resigning from adulthood. And if you want to discuss this with me further, you'll have to catch me
cause........
tag! You're it!


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