~Ephram : I remember everything about usAmy : Me too, See that's the thing. Everytime I try to forget, The feelings that I have for you, They just they keep comming back, I know they're back. And I don't wanna push them down anymore, I don't wanna run away from this because I never... wanna lose you again, I just wanna be with you, Next year, wherever you are. -Everwood

~What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. -Chuck Palahniuk

~Because sometimes, forgetting is easier on the heart

~everyone wants someone who wants somebody else. and cares for someone who couldn't care less about them. people everyday and everywhere go through this vicious cycle. of pleasing and teasing. no one is truly content. the heart hungers for love , but it's lust that keeps it pumping. we get what we'd kill for. and trade it in for something not even worth living . some will never find what's real. and others will settle for anything. bitter looks and jealous stings supposedly make you stronger. but eat away at your insides. the weak forgive and forget. the strong remember it every waking moment and apply it to the future. the brain knows what it needs. the human heart is a mystery. -Vanessa Boccio

~This won't last forever so let me make this count.

~I guess, if anything, it's about taking chances, even when you think you're all out of chances. It's about giving forgiveness and unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It's about trusting that God puts people in your life at certain times so that you can capitalize on the opportunity. It's all about the possibility. It's all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, but it moves so fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride. And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with ... hold on tight. -Samantha Mott
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HEHE NEW FONE!

~ I bought a new fone last week thanks so much sa tax refund hehe. NOKIA 7210 SUPERNOVA ang cute kc color fink. with an f, hehehe, and its so slim I fell inlove with it.

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~this coming 2009, My word for myself will be 'forward'. or maybe 'climb'or 'run'. or maybe even 'leave behind'. you get the idea.I've been blue-isng for a couple of months already. I think it all has to do with having such a busy year, and then suddenly having nothing to wake up for oh well except for EUAN. Have to summone myself to get out of this sadness-state-of-mind.

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~And believe me I did not want that because I had a good life before you. Well, not good... but... it was okay. Well... it was empty actually, but at least I was blissfully unaware of how miserable I was. Where as now... because of you... I am acutely aware of how completely and totally unhappy I am. Thank you for that. – Failure to Launch

~It was kind of like automatic pilot; I just shut down and retreated, my brain clicking off before anything that hurt could sink in. -Sarah Dessen, Keeping the Moon

~I feel like I'm mourning the death of the single most important thing in my life: us. - The Last Kiss

~The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained

~ I don't know why we all hang onto something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing, but the truth is to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

~When the men betray you-and they will betray you-use this as an opportunity to forgive, as a heighted experience from which you can make music, write poetry, paint paintings. Believe me, you will be privy to a world that's more vivid than your crayons-more colorful than those snapshots your father is so fond of. A place where your creativity is queen. so plunge in, say yes, fall recklessly in love. Feel more deeply than your friends do. Hit the heights, descend into the depths. Kiss the lads smack on the lips and move on-like it did. I survived love and you will too. - the lost girls

~Sometimes we feel complete... feel like we've found a place to stand, other times we just... we feel lost... lonely... like something is missing. Me? I feel like something is missing, but I'll put on my smile and I'll do my job... I'll laugh and be okay... because well.. thats what we do isnt it?? -Arminda Meer

~I learned that getting mad was easier than being sad. Anger was something I could control. I could settle into an easy rhythm of blame and hate. Focus energy on something other than the ache in my heart. -Emily Giffin, Baby Proof

~Did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there? -Train

~I wonder how many times we'll say goodbye before we actually let go.

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~Lets be nothing. I heard it lasts forever.

~It's no good. When someone leaves you, apart from missing them, apart from the fact that the whole little world you've created together collapses, and that everything you see or do reminds you of them -Helen Fielding, Bridget Jones Diary

Maybe you're perfect right now. Maybe you don't wanna ruin that. I think that's a super philosophy, that way you can go through your entire life without ever having to really know anybody -Good Will Hunting

~I'm pretty numb at this point. I figure any other horrible thing he can do now, won't affect me. You can't break a heart that's already broken . At least, I hope you can't. But if it's possible, then at least I know what's next .

~You could patch up whatever was broken, but if you were the one who had fixed it, you'd always know in your heart where the fault lines lay. -Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes

~I don't wanna know that something I didn't say could have saved us. I don't want there to be things left undone because maybe if I had kiss you a little bit harder, or held you a little tighter I wouldn't have driven you away.

~I like dead end signs. I think they're kind. At least they have the decency to let you know when you're going nowhere.

~Even though I kinda knew we were a lie, it was like a pain reliever. I mean the pain was still there, but I didn't feel it for awhile -One Tree Hill

~Love doesn't walk away, people do.

~Because he has been a major part of your life, of course you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal. It's like getting a tooth pulled out ; after the dentist pulls it out you're relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don't notice it. It leaves a gap, and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take awhile, but it takes time . Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it's going to hurt.

~You think that you can use up your love. I think you can blow it all on one person. You can love so much, so deeply, that there is nothing left for anyone else. -Tony Parson

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I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE

'I felt something catch in my throat, a sudden surge of sadness that caught me unaware. it almost managed to take my breath away . that was the thing; you never got used to it. you never got used to the idea of someone being gone . just when you think it's okay, and you think you've accepted it, someone points it out to you, and it hits you all over again, and it's just as shocking as the first time.'

~NEW YEAR. NEW BEGINNINGS. NEW CHALLENGES. NEW HOPES. NEW HEARTACHES.HAYS I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DWELL IN THIS STATE OF UN-HAPPINESS BECAUSE IF I DO~PATAY NA. I'M SO SWAMP WITH SO MANY STUFFS TO DO AND TO TAKE CARE OFF THAT I HAVE TO SET ASIDE WHATEVER I'M FEELING. REALLY I'M TIRED THOUGH I FEEL SO BLESSED BEYOND WHAT I DESERVE. GOD IS JUST SO GOOD TO ME AND TO MY FAMILY. MY MOTHER AND YOUNGEST SISTER IS GIVING ME HEARTACHE MORE THAN I CAN ACTUALLY BEAR. BUT I'M TRYING TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY I'M GETTING USED TO DOING THAT TO BLOCK THE PAIN. ARNEL WAS SHOCKED ABOUT THE SITTUATION HE WAS TELLING ME NA SANA MAAYOS LALO NA IT'S XMAS SEASON. i TOLD HIM THAT WE'RE OKAY AND THAT HE DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT A THING. I GUESS HE KNOWS ME WELL. HE KNOWS HOW IMPORTANT YUN FAMILY KO SA AKIN. BUT SABI NGA NI OPRAH 'YOU CAN HAVE EVERYTHING BUT NOT AT THE SAME TIME.' REALLY, I'M TRYING TO LAUGHT AT IT AND CONVINCE MYSELF NA IT'S FOR THE BETTER HAYS LONG STORY. REALLY, MAYBE I'M THINKING TOO MUCH HAYS DAMI PUMAPASOK SA ISIP KO. I'M ALSO THINKING NA BKA MATULAD AKO KAY PLONING HEHE. TUMANDA SA KAHAHANTAY SA TAONG MAHAL NYA. HEHE. OH WELL. HAY THANK GOD FOR EUAN AND THANK GOD FOR TWILIGHT!
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QUOTES

~When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think as it’s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.--Cecelia Ahern

~Strange. But even when you know it has to end, when it finally does, you always get that inevitable twinge: Have I done the right thing? -Alfie

~He's right, I'm afraid. There's a part of me that wants to let him in but then I feel myself put up this wall and I don't understand why. Maybe that's what strikes me most about him, that despite everything he's suffered he can still look at life in the most uncomplicated way. I've never known that kind of faith. It makes me so sad that people who have lost everything can still be open to love, while I, who's lost nothing, can not. -Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

~Sometimes I longed for the sense of someone pulling me close, feeling another heartbeat against mine

~Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can't believe that ours didn't go on forever. -Nicholas Sparks, Dear John

~Being brokenhearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but every breath hurts. -Greg Behrendt

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THINGS TO PONDER

Food has replaced sex in my life, now I can't even get into my own pants.

The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in school was my blood alcohol content.

Marriage changes passion...suddenly you're in bed with a relative.

I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it...so I said "Implants?"

Money can't buy happiness, but it sure makes misery easier to live with.

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

I don't approve of political jokes...I've seen too many of them get elected.

There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and shithead's.

Isn't it funny how the mood can be ruined so quickly by just one busted condom.

If carrots are so good for the eyes, how come I see so many dead rabbits on the highway?

How come we choose from just two people to run for president and 50 for Miss America?

Isn't having a smoking section in a restaurant like having a peeing section in a swimming pool?

Why is it that most nudists are people you don't want to see naked?

Every time I walk into a singles bar I can hear Mom's wise words: "Don't pick that up, you don't know where it's been!"




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PART 3 MOVIE QUOTES

When there has been so much love and happiness for someone, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our lives, for moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness. And while our sorrow may be profound, the clouds will clear, and the sun will shine on us again. And in that warm, bright light we will find ourselves facing a glorious future. A future of exciting challenges and infinite possibilities, in which the horizon will stretch out before us, trimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow. -The Prince & Me

I have an ulcer, I don't sleep well, mostly because you keep calling me in the middle of the night, and if you dont call me I dream that you're gonna call me. I think about you in the shower .... not in a good way, but in an I'm-so-distracted-I-can't-remember-if-I-washed-my-hair kinda way - so I'll wash my hair twice! -Two Weeks Notice

This is your life, right now. It doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet -A lot like love

I've been running around for the last year trying to find some clarity and all of a sudden I am so clear, and it's ridiculous, I want to be with you -America's Sweethearts

You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story. -Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Can't you see? Every step I have taken... has been to bring myself closer to you. -Memiors of a Geisha

I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you. I can live without you. I just don't want to. -Rumor Has It

I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. But there wasn't. There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically communicate how sorry I was about what had happened. And I thought of all the grief and sadness and f'ed up suffering in the world, and it made me want to escape. I wished with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically... disappear. -Mysterious Skin

He could be anywhere in the world but he chooses to be with her because life is better with her by his side. -The Perfect Man

Yesterday at the market, I saw a couple holding hands... and I realized we'll never do that. Never anything like it. No picnics or unguarded smiles. No rings. Just... stolen moments that leave too quickly. -Tristan & Isolde



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PART 2 MOVIE QUOTES

Sometimes what you're searching for, is right where you left it --Sweet Home Alabama

Why should I let this one go, why? When everything in my body says that this one is the one?" - Jerry Maguire

First love, we've all been through it. It can really take a hold of you, make you do some pretty crazy things -Down To You

Well, it was a million tiny things that when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together. And I knew it. I knew the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home. The only real home I'd ever known. I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car. It was like..magic. - Sleepless in Seattle

but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... -American Beauty


i think all of us want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on, because maybe we didnt realize how much we were leaving behind, we need to remember what used to be good, if we dont, we wont recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes -13 going on 30

I live to like you and I can't like you anymore. So, when you get your heart splattered all over hell and you're feeling really low and dirty, don't run to me to help pull you back up because, maybe, for the first time in your life, I won't be there. - Pretty In Pink

This afternoon, I couldn't decide between a turkey burger and a tuna melt, but my life made sense. And now I know exactly what I want, and my life doesn't make any sense. And I was doing fine this afternoon, I was doing great! That was me then. But I don't know, somewhere between the tuna melt and your aunt's tamales...I mean, I was afraid that I had already met the woman of my dreams at the dry cleaners or something and I was just too busy to notice. But now I'm here and I see that that's not true because...it's you. You're the one! You are everything I never knew I always wanted. I'm not even sure what that means exactly, but I think that it has something to do with the rest of my life! --Fools Rush In

They didn't agree on much, in fact, they rarely agreed on anything, they fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday, but despite their differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other -The Notebook

I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you are unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality that I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd even consider. But I had to say it, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this will probably queer our friendship-no pun intended-but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before and I like who I am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore than that hurts me. But I couldn't allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss that-at least for ten seconds-and try to dwell in it. there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who's ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me, you can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me... -Chasing Amy

It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. I next compete in the city of Paris, I will find it empty and in the winter if you are not there. Hope guides me, that is what gets me through the day and the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you. -A Knight's Tale

But lately I've been seeing it differently. Now I think moral fiber's about finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your life, all of it. And maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean. You know what? It doesn't matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze -The Girl Next Door

I'm afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes. You can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.- The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

When someone you love dies, you don't lose them all at once. You lose them in pieces over time, like how the mail stops coming -Simon Burch

it's not about what happened in the past or what you think might happen in the future. its about the ride for Christ's sake. there's no point going through all this crap if your not going to enjoy the ride. and you know what, when you least expect it something great might come along something better than you even planned for. - Along Came Polly

because that's what people do... they leap and hope to God they can fly cause otherwise, we just drop like a rock... wondering the whole way down why in the hell did i jump? but here i am.. falling, there's only one person that makes me feel like i can fly. its you. --Hitch

I felt like I had to get out of there because i might really care about you, and it scared me so much because that meant that you could hurt me. and maybe i didnt feel ready to like someone that much. -how to deal

I'll think of another way to get him back. After all tomorrow is another day.- Gone with the Wind

I love you. I've loved you for nine years, I've just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and... well, now I'm just scared. So, I realize this comes at a very inopportune time but I really have this gigantic favor to ask of you. Choose me. Marry me. Let me make you happy. -My Best Friend's Wedding

Okay, so... so... sometimes I lie. I mean, I'm weird, man. About random stuff too, I don't even know why I do it. It's like... it's like a tick, I mean sometimes I hear myself say something and think, Wow, that wasn't even remotely true -Garden State

HEY A THIS ONE IS FOR YOU:
Tell you what...the truth is, sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it -Brokeback Mountain

It's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I... and I'm home. Please... I don't want that to go away -Finding Nemo

I apologize to you if I don't seem real eager to jump into a forced awkward intimate situation that people like to call dating. I don't like the feeling. You're sitting there, you're wondering do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much, are they talking enough, am I interested I'm not really interested, should I play like I'm interested but I'm not that interested but I think she might be interested but do I want to be interested but now she's not interested? So all of the sudden I'm getting, I'm starting to get interested... And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all? It's very difficult trying to read the situation -Wedding Crashers


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A COLLECTION OF REALLY NICE MOVIE QUOTES

~I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. -When Harry Met Sally



It's amazing the clarity that comes with psychotic jealousy. -My Best Friend's Wedding



Dory : You mean ... you mean you don't like me?Marlin : No, of course I like you. It's because I like you I don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion. --Finding Nemo



You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time. ~ Never Been Kissed



Don't you hate that? Uncomfortable silence. Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about bull in order to feel comfortable? That's when you know you've found somebody really special. When you can just shut the hell up for a minute and comfortably share a silence -Pulp Fiction



I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world, you know, and when you found that person the rest of the world kind of magically faded away, and, you know, the two of you would just be inside this kind of protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it, I just think life is more than a series of moments, you know, we can make choices, and we can choose to protect the people we love, and that's what makes us who we are and those are the real memories ~Forces of Nature



There is fate, but it only takes you so far, because once you're there its up to you to make it happen. -Can't hardly wait



You spend all your time looking for love yet you feel nothing even when its staring you in the face I will love again but You will spend all your life knowing you turned your back on love and THAT makes you a hypocrite -Cruel Intentions

I hate the way you talk to me / And the way you cut your hair. / I hate the way you drive my car. / I hate it when you stare. / I hate your big dumb combat boots / And the way you read my mind. / I hate you so much it makes me sick -- / It even makes me rhyme. / I hate the way you're always right. / I hate it when you lie. / I hate it when you make me laugh -- / Even worse when you make me cry. / I hate it that you're not around / And the fact that you didn't call. / But mostly I hate the way / I don't hate you -- / Not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all. -10 things i hate about you

There Are Millions Of People In This world, But In The end It All Comes Down To One -Crazy/Beautiful

don't say we aren't right for each other, the way i see it is.. we aren't right for anyone else --the cutting edge

Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there. -Good Will Hunting

if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just... passes you by... -My Best friend's Wedding

I wonder how many people nevr get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have -Fried Green Tomatoes

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~You know that place between sleep and awake, where you're still dreaming? that's where i'll always think of you. that's where i'll be waiting -Hook
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~And suddenly, I become part of your past, I'm becoming the part that doesn't last, I'm losing you, and it's effortless -The Fray
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~It was amazing, really, just how much pain the human heart could take.
-Nora Roberts
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~Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you
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~And you asked me if he was worth it, if this was worth it. I said, the thing is, The happiness that I feel when I'm with him is unlike any happiness I have ever experienced. But the sadness that consumes me during the long periods when the happiness is gone is unlike any sadness I've ever had, too. It is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad and ugly. And I can't decide which one is more affecting, Can I live without the happiness, can I live with that sadness? I don't know...I don't know anything anymore

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~Which of the bold faced lies will we use? 'I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it, this will be the best for us both in the end.' -Dashboard Confessional
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~You'll write me letters, I'll call you on the phone, a wire away from touching and never alone. We'll get to know ourselves again and we'll heal our hearts,Its not that were bad together.. its just where better off apart.
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HEY A THIS IS FOR YOU

~So I'll check the weather wherever you are ... cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight -- it might be my only right. ~ John Mayer
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~do i still love you? absolutely. there's not a doubt in my mind. through all my anger, my ego, i was always faithful in my love for you. that i ever made you doubt it- is the greatest mistake in a life full of mistakes. i can tell you that i love you as many times as you can stand to hear it but it doesn't set us free, all it does is remind us that love is not enough. it's not even close. -life as a house
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~I feel like one of those people who is so miserable that they can't be around normal people, like I'll infect the happy people -Grey's Anatomy
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~Human beings are designed for many things. Loneliness isn't one of them.
-Desperate Housewives
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~From the lack of sleep & the bloodshot eyes.To the nervous kiss & the butterflies.Does this make any sense at all?-Jamisonparker
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~You don’t realize how incredibly breakable you are. I can never, never afford to lose any kind of control when I’m with you.
Edward Cullen, Twilight,

im so engrossed reading twilight I'm not even halfway the book! I want to slow it down, I don't want it to end. It such a lovely thing. the book. the story. the characters. Edward. Bella. Unrealistic. Issay said that nobody could love like that. But I find it so romantic and it makes me believe that love indeed happens if not me then to other people. so cheesy. but I love being in love and i miss being in love. Oh well I love, love the movie as well. so kilig. I'm a sucker for romantic movies. Can't wait for the 2nd installment. It's like I'm feeling Edward and Bella. the difficult circumstances. love. resistance. crazy.crazy indeed.

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~I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep, with the chasm between what I knew was right, moral, ethical, and what I wanted. I knew that if I continued to ignore you as I should, or if I left for a few years, till you were gone, that someday you would say yes to Mike, or someone like him. It made me angry.
Edward Cullen, Twilight,
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~In the last hundred years or so, I never imagined anything like this. I didn’t believe I would ever find someone I wanted to be with… in another way than my brothers and sisters. And then to find, even though it’s all new to me, that I’m good at it… at being with you…
Edward Cullen, Twilight,
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~If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it.
Edward Cullen, Twilight,
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~Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold… to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.
Edward Cullen, Twilight,
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~Yes, you are exactly my brand of heroin.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.268
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~on days like this I can sit and stare at nothing and see you in everything
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~It makes me… anxious… to be away from you.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.188
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~ decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly.
Edward Cullen, Twilight,
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~It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend. But I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.Edward Cullen, Twilight,
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~what kills me is I know I'm wasting my time, yet I still refuse to let go..
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~meron na ako new moon so HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYY!

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~at this point it's love me, or leave me alone
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~When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. Bella Swan, Twilight,
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~they say sometimes you need some time apart but I’ve got a bad case of broken heart. and you’re the only one that’s got the cure. and I can’t live another day w/o seeing your smile. - the ataris
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~So lets go back again, we can pretend. I'll pretend that i'm happy & you can pretend you always cared
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~it's not that we didn't love each other, it's just love wasn't enough. So I think I have to let go, we have to let go. -Charmed
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~it's not that we didn't love each other, it's just love wasn't enough. So I think I have to let go, we have to let go. -Charmed
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~Yes, losing your hearts desire is tragic but gaining your hearts desire? It's all you can hope for, this year I wished for love... to immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted and if having that is tragic then give me tragedy, because I wouldnt give it back for the world -One tree hill
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~Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you -- you are falling with nothing to grab, and it comes when you don't expect it, and it never stops coming

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~It's not that we're bad together, we're just better off apart

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~it's getting colder, and you're getting distant and i just keep thinking, i never meant it tobe like this
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TRYING TO BE COOL ABOUT IT

~I'm trying to suppress the urged to txt him I want to have an excuse that it's xmas and we should all be forgiving ang giving ang forgetting the past no matter how fuckin' affecting it may be. So please help me I don't even want to say hi or ask what's going on with his perfect life. Im so fuckin' pathetic. I'm really disturbed. my mind is so disturbed. I hate him. I should be hating him. to death. I don't even bother opening friendster since I will just see his updated profile there. SHIT. SHIT. SHIT. Issay can you give me a piece of your mind here?
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looking so damn good together!

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