PAKSHET TALAGA!

'If it hurts you so much, how can it possibly be the right thing for you?'
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 27, p.610

~ when I read this, it actually struck a cord. I was caught off guard and I felt like a thousand emotions flooding: I was badly, badly hit in the head and it feels like I'm hurting all over in places I could'nt even put a name on. One word. one touch. One look. It feels like I'm shattering into a million pieces. I'm just so tired. Can't you see how much I love you. I'm so tired but I still can't let go. But I have to someday so that I can also be happy. someday. I would be able to talk to you without feeling lonely and sad and unhappy and I would be able to look you straight in the eye and tell you that you dont mean anything to me anymore. But, until then I'm in this immesurable pain.


cigarette: Er.. again I'm not counting
STATUS: RD NA!!!!!
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