~watched X- men origins: Wolverine yesterday and I must say that I loved it!


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"although in Ecclesiastes it says there is a time to mend and a time
to sew, sometimes the time to mend leaves deep SCARS."


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STATUS: malapit na!

"there is nothing worse than the feeling that no one cares whether we
exist or not, that no one is interested in what we have to say about
life, and that the world can continue turning without our awkward
presence."


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"The acomodador or giving-up point:
there is always an event in our
lives that is responsible for us failing to progress: a trauma, a
particular bitter defeat, a disappointment in love, even a victory
that we did not quite understand, can make cowards of us and prevent
us from moving on.
As part of the process of increasing his hidden
powers, the shaman must first free himself from that giving-up point
and, to do so, he must review his whole life and find out where it
ocurred."



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"That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release
them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing
with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't
expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your
efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be
understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability, or
arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your
life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of
the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are."



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"Until one morning, i'll wake up and find i'm thinking about something
else, and then i'll know the worst is over. My heart might be bruised,
but it will recover and become capable of seeing the beauty of life
once more. It's happened before, it will happen again, i'm sure. When
someone leaves, it's because someone else is about to arrive - i'll
find love again."


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STATUS: RD na sweldo pa hehe gusto ko na mag Razons!

"until i found the person who had been put in this world to find me.."

~Zahir by Paulo Coelho


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’’It is always important to know when something has reached its end..Closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters, it doesn’t matter what we call it; what matters is to leave in the past those moments in life that are over.’’

~Zahir

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Although I know that I may have lost forever the woman I love, I must try to enjoy all the
graces that God has given me today. Grace cannot be hoarded. There are no banks where
it can be deposited to be used when I feel more at peace with myself. If I do not make full
use of these blessings, I will lose them forever.
God knows that we are all artists of life. One day, he gives us a hammer with which to
make sculptures, another day he gives us brushes and paints with which to make a
picture, or paper and a pencil to write with. But you cannot make a painting with a
hammer, or a sculpture with a paintbrush. Therefore, however difficult it may be, I must
accept today’s small blessings, even if they seem like curses because I am suffering and
it’s a beautiful day, the sun is shining, and the children are singing in the street. This is
the only way I will manage to leave my pain behind and rebuild my life.

~Zahir Paulo Coelho



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She was like a drowning person, flailing, reaching for anything that might save her. Her life was an urgent, desperate struggle to justify her life.
-Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer



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About loneliness

Needless to say, I had been alone on other occasions during the year. Needless to say, my girlfriend was only two hours away by plane. Needless to say, after a busy day, what could be better than a stroll through the narrow streets and lanes of the old city, without having to talk to anyone, simply enjoying the beauty around me. And yet the feeling that surfaced was one of oppressive, distressing loneliness – not having someone with whom I could share the city, the walk, the things I’d like to say.

..there is nothing worse than the feeling that no one cares whether we exist or not, that no one is interested in what we have to say about life, and that the world can continue turning without our awkward presence.

~Paulo Coelho from Zahir

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Esther asks why people are sad.

“That’s simple,” says the old man. “They are the prisoners of their personal history. Everyone believes that the main aim in life is to follow a plan. They never ask if that plan is theirs or if it was created by another person. They accumulate experiences, memories, things other people’s ideas, and it is more than they can possibly cope with. And that is why they their dreams.”

~Paulo Coelho from Zahir


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No one should ever ask themselves that: why am I unhappy? The question carries within it the virus that will destroy everything. If we ask that question, it means we want to find out what makes us happy. If what makes us happy is different from what we have now, then we must either change once and for all or stay as we are, feeling even more unhappy.

~Paulo Coelho from Zahir

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"I think that when we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we're alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange." -
-- Paulo coelho



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'Tragedies do happen. We can discover the reason, blame others, imagine how different our lives would be had they not occurred. But none of that is important: they did occur, and so be it. From there onward we must put aside the fear that they awoke in us and begin to rebuild.'

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'A child can always teach an adult three things: to be happy for no reason, to always be busy with something, and to know how to demand with all his might that which he desires. '


~Paulo Coelho

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'When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.'


~ Paulo Coelho Quotes from The Alchemist




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“Well, why did you say that I don’t know about love?” the sun asked the boy. “Because it’s not love to be static like the desert, nor is it love to roam the world like the wind. And it’s not love to see everything from a distance, like you do. Love is the force that transforms and improves the Soul of the World. When I first reached through to it, I thought the Soul of the World was perfect. But later, I could see that it was like other aspects of creation, and had its own passions and wars. It is we who nourish the Soul of the World, and the world we live in with be either better or worse, depending on whether we become better or worse. And that’s where the power of love comes in. Because when we love, we always strive to become better than we are”

~The Alchemist

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'When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you.'

~THE ALCHEMIST

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of PAULO COELHO, FRIENDS and my LOVE AFFAIR with BOOKS

~ I just love having friends who are book addicts like me!! I am currently reading The alchemist by Paulo Coelho haha I know I should have read this before pa Oh well thats why i love having Friends who are book addicts like me and people who crave good stories next will be Zahir by Paulo Coelho again,Thanks so much Angel so happy!. I remember Issay she's a very very good friend of mine because of her I was able to read almost all Nicholas Sparks novel hehe I love Nicholas Sparks and his never ending love stories. Grabe sobrang dami ko ng books sa hauz na kailangan ko na talaga mag buy ng malaking book shelf I really really love to read ngayon nga lang less time na coz of so many stuffs to do hay dami ko talga work pero I try my best naman haha oh well kain na ko yipppe brother's burger!


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this made me smile thanks

belated...Saturday, April 18, 2009 12:32 PM
From: This sender is DomainKeys verified"Arnel Sevilla" View contact detailsTo: "SEF"
nasa amin ko kahapon and walang inet kaya now lang kita ngret...


Happy Birthday poH.... mWaaaaH. misyah.


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THE READER

~a very beautiful and heartbreaking story of love,lost,confusion and illiteracy. A must watched movie. really really made me sad.


Plot
The Reader begins in 1995 Berlin, where Michael Berg (Ralph Fiennes) is preparing breakfast for a woman who has spent the night with him. After she leaves, Michael watches a U-Bahn pass by, flashing back to a tram in 1958 Neustadt. A teenage Michael (David Kross) gets off because he is feeling sick and wanders around the streets afterwards, finally pausing in the entryway of a nearby apartment building where he vomits. Hanna Schmitz (Kate Winslet), the tram conductor, comes in and assists him in returning home.


Michael (Kross) reads to Hanna (Winslet).Michael, diagnosed with scarlet fever, must rest at home for the next three months. After he recovers he visits Hanna. The 36 year old Hanna seduces and begins an affair with the 15 year old boy. During their liaisons, at her apartment, he reads to her literary works he is studying, such as The Odyssey, The Lady with the Little Dog, Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, and Tintin. After a bicycling trip, Hanna learns she is being promoted to a clerical job at the tram company. She abruptly moves without leaving a trace.

After seeing the adult Michael, a lawyer, we see him (played again by David Kross) at Heidelberg University law school in 1966. As part of a special seminar taught by Professor Rohl (Bruno Ganz), a camp survivor, he observes a trial (similar to the Frankfurt Auschwitz Trials) of several women who were accused of letting 300 Jewish women die in a burning church when they were SS guards on the death march following the 1944 evacuation of Auschwitz. Hanna is one of the defendants.

Stunned, Michael visits a former camp himself. The trial divides the seminar, with one student angrily saying there is nothing to be learned from it other than that evil acts occurred and that the older generation of Germans should kill themselves for their failure to act then.

The key evidence is the testimony of Ilana Mather (Alexandra Maria Lara), author of a memoir of how she and her mother survived. Hanna, unlike her fellow defendants, admits that Auschwitz was an extermination camp and that the ten women she chose during each month's Selektion were gassed. She denies authorship of a report on the church fire, despite pressure from the other defendants, but then admits it rather than complying with a demand to provide a handwriting sample.

Michael then realizes Hanna's secret: she is functionally illiterate and has concealed that her whole life. The other female guards who claim that she wrote the report are lying in order to place the brunt of the responsibility on Hanna. Michael informs Rohl that he has information favorable to one of the defendants but is not sure what to do since she wants to avoid disclosing this. Rohl tells him that if he has learned nothing from the past there is no point in having the seminar.

Hanna receives a life sentence for her admitted but untrue leadership role in the church deaths while the other defendants get shorter terms. Michael meanwhile marries, has a daughter and divorces. Rediscovering his books and notes from the time of his affair, he begins reading them into a tape recorder. He sends the cassette tapes, a tape recorder, and the books to Hanna. Eventually she learns to read and write, and she writes back to him.

Michael does not write back or visit, but keeps sending tapes, and in 1988 a prison official (Linda Bassett) telephones him to seek his help with Hanna's transition into society upon her upcoming release. He finds a place for her to live and a job, and finally visits. The night before her release Hanna hangs herself and leaves a tea tin with cash in it and a note to Michael, asking him to give the cash from the tea tin and some money in a bank account to Ilana.

Michael travels to New York. He meets Ilana (Lena Olin) and confesses his past relationship with Hanna. He tells her about the suicide note, and that Hanna was illiterate for most of her life. Ilana tells Michael there is nothing to be learned from the camps. Michael suggests that he donate the money to an organization that combats adult illiteracy, preferably a Jewish one, and she agrees. Ilana keeps the tea tin since it is similar to one stolen from her in Auschwitz.

The film ends with Michael getting back together with his daughter, Julia, at Hanna's grave and beginning to tell her the story.


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MY THEMESONG EVER: A RE POST

The Heart Of The Matter - India.arie
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The Heart Of The Matter"

[originally performed by Don Henley]

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

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ADAM LAMBERTS MAD WORLD

Mad World by Adam Lambert


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More Great Truths About Life From Little Children

When you want something expensive, ask your grandparents.

Never smart off to a teacher whose eyes and ears are twitching.

Wear a hat when feeding seagulls.

Sleep in your clothes so you'll be dressed in the morning.

Don't flush the toilet when you dad's in the shower.

Never ask for anything that costs more than five dollars when your parents are doing taxes.

Never bug a pregnant mom.

Don't ever be too full for dessert.

When your dad is mad and asks you, "Do I look stupid?" don't answer him.

Never tell your mom her diet's not working.

Don't pick on your sister when she's holding a baseball bat.

When you get a bad grade in school, show it to your mom when she's on the phone.

Never spit when on a roller coaster.

Never do pranks at a police station.

Beware of cafeteria food when it looks like it's moving.

Never tell your little brother that you're not going to do what your mom told you to do.

Remember you're never too old to hold your father's hand.

Listen to your brain. It has lots of information.

Stay away from prunes.

Never dare your little brother to paint the family car.

Forget the cake, go for the icing.



Share and Enjoy!

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"I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else. "
— Jonathan Safran Foer

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XOXO PART II

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XOXO

TUNING UP

Chace Crawford stays in tune with his day as he takes his cup of coffee to go while out in New York's West Village on Thursday.

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SO EXCITED!

RED HOT ROBERT:

Shooting for the Twilight sequel New Moon officially started in Vancouver this week, and Robert Pattinson – back on set as Edward Cullen – doesn't disappoint in this first look from a high school parking lot scene.

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"When I looked at you, my life made sense. Even the bad things made sense. They were necessary to make you possible." — Jonathan Safran Foer

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"I'm sorry for my inability to let unimportant things go, for my inability to hold on to the important things."

— Jonathan Safran Foer
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"Why I'm Not Where You Are"
— Jonathan Safran Foer (Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close)


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"Why are you leaving me? He wrote, I do not know how to live. I do not know either but I am trying. I do not know how to try. There were some things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So i buried them and let them hurt me" — Jonathan Safran Foer

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"I got tired, I told him. Not worn out, but worn through. Like one of those wives who wakes up one morning and says I can't bake any more bread.
You never bake bread, he wrote, and we were still joking.
Then it's like I woke up and baked bread, I said, and we were joking even then. I wondered will there come a time when we won't be joking? And what would it look like? And how would that feel?
When I was a girl, my life was music that was always getting louder. Everything moved me. A dog following a stranger. That made me feel so much. A calender that showed the wrong month. I could have cried over it. I did. Where the smoke from the chimney ended. How an overturned bottle rested at the edge of a table.
I spent my life learning to feel less.
Every day I felt less.
Is that growing old? Or is it something worse?
You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness."
— Jonathan Safran Foer

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TURNING 28 SUCKS!

"Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of, I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent, I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn't the world, it wasn't the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, the cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don't know, but it's so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it." — Jonathan Safran Foer

~ Turning 28 really sucks! just 6 days before my bday and I am feeling sick with fever ,colds and all the works! I'm halucinating, yesterday I saw him oh well I know it's not him~ just the same hair probably and about the same height only its not him really just the pigment of my imagination running like crazy AGAIN: damn. YOU. to HELL. my mind is creating mental suicide which is so bad considering Euan. I'm losing it. the battle. to resolve my issues.crap. I don't ever want YOU in my life again. Spending a lot of my time in TWITTER updating and just saying everything and anything. I have been praying really hard for the last couple of days really really hard. just mainly chanting help me, help me please, please.I have to learn to breath above water otherwise I will drown from this madness. I know help me, help me please, please. madness.

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HOLY WEEK REFLECTION

By FR. Jerry Orbos, SVD

HOLY WEEK IS NOT FOR GOD'S SAKE. HE DOESN'T NEED IT. IT IS FOR US!

Just imagine you only have one week left to live, and you know it. What do you do? Some might say, "I guess I'd want to know how God would want me to live it." Fortunately, we do know…

Holy Week, the last week of Jesus' life punctuated by betrayal, violence, surrender, death and victory! A perfect culmination of a well spent life exclusively for others! A categorical definition of Life, humanness and holiness! It is a challenge for every one of us to be really human in the midst of terrible insults, violence, heinous crimes- a culture of death. Each word, act and rite of the Holy Week points to the enormity of God's love for us. We remember and share in God's passion for us. But they also speak of the God who interrupts our lives in ways which challenge and confront to become a more fervent individual and parish afire with love, belongingness.

The Holy Week speaks of the truth that God:
has come to us to save us,
has taken on our ways,
has spoken our language,
has made our human circumstances a tool of saving power.

The liturgies of this week speak in word and symbol of great truths of our faith…
giving is not absurd,
love is victorious,
all we do or say has a new and splendid meaning,
that above and beyond and through our pain and confusion, life is gloriously affirmed.


Holy Week is not a mere remembrance of the passion and death and resurrection of Jesus. It is an actual reality. What we celebrate in each liturgy this week is our entrance HERE AND NOW into the newness of life that is ours through our union with the risen Lord.

Holy Week is about life. It means life is for giving. It means that if you love enough, if you care enough, then you have to show it.

The change from suffering to glory,
from death to life,
from darkness to light,
from sin to grace,
from hatred to love,
from shame to glory.
from individualism to altruism
from separation to unity..
from indifference to solidarity

It is the change we celebrate at EVERY Eucharist, but ESPECIALLY during the events of Holy Week. May our full participation in the Holy Week celebrations create a sense of belongingness in our faith community and enable us to grow in solidarity with one another!


Below is the acronym H-O-L-Y W-E-E-K to help us make this week not just an ordinary week but a truly meaningful and a holy week.

H — alt! Stop for a while, or at least slow down. Take time to rest and relax. Your body needs rest, so find time to be still. Go away, disappear. Rest a while.

O - ff with your worldly pursuits and concerns. Turn off your cellular phone if you have to, so that you can focus on your spiritual life this week. Forget quotas, forget deadlines and forget performance. Just be. Don't let the world and its cares disturb the tranquility of your mind and soul this week. Let the world go by, and let the Lord take care of everything for once. Surprise yourself. Rediscover your inner strengths and simple joys. OFF to the world. ON to your heart. ON to your God.

L - isten. If you are in the Off or Silent mode, then you can really listen, pray and meditate. Take time to listen to God and tell him what's happening with your life.
Allow the Father to wrap His loving arms around your shoulders once again and just listen. Listen also to your own inner self, not just to your day-to-day wants and needs. Is there something you are missing in your life? Is there something more you need to do in your life?

Y - ield to God. Let go of your grip on your own life. Be on the lookout for His road signs as you travel on. Listen to His instructions, and you will find your way. Better still; let Him do the navigating and the driving.

W - arm up your relationships. Time to allow your loved ones feel that warm-and-sunny-spring you, not the cold-and-cloudy-winter you. Reach out to the people you have taken for granted or left out altogether. Time to call a friend and use your lifeline, or ask your audience - for an apology, for help, for suggestions. Call, teat, write, smile and hug. Use anything that will help you repair, restore and revitalize your relationships.

E - rase the burdens of guilt and sin with a good, honest and humble confession. Heed God's call: "Come back to me, with all your heart. Don't let sin keep us apart. Long have I waited for your coming home to me." In response to God's love, may we all say to God, especially this week: "Create a clean heart in me; 0 God. Give back to me the joy of your salvation." Time also to erase hurts, resentments, anger and ill feelings. Forgive people who hurt you, and ask for forgiveness from people you have hurt, cheated, used or abused in any way.

E - xpress your love. Whatever you do, especially this week, like praying, fasting, works of penance and deeds of charity, let them all be expressions of your love and gratitude to God. Let them be done not out of fear, or out of obligation.

K - neel down. In humility, kneel down in prayer before God and thank Him for suffering so much. For dying on the cross and for rising again for our salvation. Somebody died for you and me. Let us not allow this week to pass without personally thanking Him.
Let this be a time for all of us to kneel down before one another in humility: parents before their children whom they have neglected; children before their parents whom they have hurt; politicians and government officials before the people whom they have cheated etc., etc.

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QUICK WISDOM

Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me the hell alone.

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire.

It’s always darkest before dawn, so if you’re going to steal your neighbor’s newspaper, that’s the time to do it.

Don’t be irreplaceable. If you can’t be replaced, you can’t be promoted.

No one is listening until you fart.

Always remember you’re unique. Just like everyone else.

Never test the depth of the water with both feet.

It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a bad example.

It is far more impressive when others discover your good qualities without your help.

If you think nobody cares if you’re alive, try missing a couple of car payments.

Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you’re a mile way and you have their shoes.

If at first you don’t succeed, skydiving is not for you.

Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish and he will sit in a boat & drink beer all day.

If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.

Don’t squat with your spurs on.

If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.

Some days you are the bug, some days you are the windshield.

Don’t worry, it only seems kinky the first time.

Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad
judgment.

The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it in your pocket.

Timing has an awful lot to do with the outcome of a rain dance.

A closed mouth gathers no foot.

Duct tape is like the Force. It has a light side & a dark side, and it holds the universe together.

There are two theories to arguing with women. Neither one works.

Generally speaking, you aren’t learning much when your mouth is moving.

Experience is something you don’t get until just after you need it.

Never miss a good chance to shut up.

We are born naked, wet, and hungry. Then things get worse.


Share and Enjoy!

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ROBERT PATTISON GQ PHOTOSHOOT

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