LoVe AnD OthEr ImPoSsIbLe PuRsUiTs
'Part of me still loves, more of me Doesn't'
Monday, July 27, 2009
~Dear Gerry, you said you wanted me to fall in love again, and maybe one day I will. But there are all kinds of love out there. This is my one and only life, And its a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive. I don't have a plan... except, it's time my mom laughed again. She has never seen the world... she has never seen Ireland. So, I'm taking her back where we started... Maybe now she'll understand. I don't know how you did it, but you brought me back from the dead. I'll write to you again soon. P.S... Guess what?
cigarette:2
STATUS:pasok na later

Labels: FAVORITE, movie quotes, p.s. I love you, quotes
Sunday, July 26, 2009
~I'm lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has it's own zip code. Plus, I get certifiably crazy when I've got PMS. You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.'
~my sister's keeper by Jodi Picoult
Labels: FAVORITE, my sister's keeper, novel movie, quotes
A PRAYER FOR A VERY DEAR FRIEND: QUEEN B
~yesterday, after shift, me, jet and rain went to see mitch at the hospital. It was rainig so hard ang haba pa ng byahe. So we we're like animated kaming the 3 of us super kwentuhan, we we're joking around you all know nman jet db?. So at last nsa hospital na kmi so sa super arete namin ni jet kahit 2nd floor lang we insisted to take the elevator so sabi ni health buff rain wag na so syempre isa lang sya db? hehe. bully kami tlaga!
I was surprised to see Jay naka emergency leave pla sya, then I saw MITCH. Wala na. I never got the chance to even say hi umiyak na lang kmi dalawa ng umiyak. It was really heartbreaking nakita ko sya she was so weak and halatang`halata na she's so tired na. Ang daming pasa, malalim yun mga mata coz she can't sleep na rin sa sakit nun mga meds nya. Para lang I'm really not used to seeing mitch na ganon she's always so full of life and energy. Mitch and I we've been through a lot she knows me well. And she would say thank you lagi to me para lang for whatever little thing I'd do for her. But what she never realized na ako ang super thankful sa lahat ng kabutihan nya sa akin. I consider her tlaga as a wonderful Gift from Papa jesus, A blessing. And so I offer this prayer for her.
Dear Lord, You know my friend so much better than I do. You know her sickness and the burden he carries. You also know his heart. Lord, I ask you to be with my friend now, working in his life. Let your will be done in my friend's life. If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven, Lord, please help him to see his need and confess. Lord, I pray for my friend because your Word says I should pray for his healing. I believe you hear this earnest prayer from my heart and that it is powerful because of your promise. I have faith in you to heal my friend, but I also trust in the plan you have for his life. Lord, I don't always understand your ways, and why my friend has to suffer, but I trust you. I ask that you look with mercy and grace toward my friend. Nourish his spirit and soul in this time of suffering and comfort him with your presence. Let my friend know you are there with him through this difficulty. And may you be glorified in his life and also in mine. Amen
~I love you B. please magpagaling ka. We all love you and we are all praying for you. Please lakasan mo pa ang loob mo. Here's your favorite song matagal na kc kitang di nakakantahan.
I love you my Queen B.
cigarette: too many to mention
STATUS: super sad.

Labels: a love letter, friends, friendship, mitch
Thursday, July 23, 2009
JUNO QUOTES
Juno MacGuff: I think I'm in love with you.
Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends?
Juno MacGuff: No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try, you know...
Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually.
Juno MacGuff: You should've gone to China, you know, 'cause I hear they give away babies like free iPods. You know, they pretty much just put them in those t-shirt guns and shoot them out at sporting events.
Juno MacGuff: Yea, you just take Soupy-Sales to prom I can think of so many cooler things to do that night. Like, you know what Bleek? I might pumice my feet, uh, I might go to Bren's Unitarian Church, maybe get hit by a truck full of hot garbage juice, you know? Cause all those things, would be exponentially cooler than going to prom with you.
Paulie Bleeker: You're being really immature... You have no reason to be mad at me, I mean, you know, you broke MY heart. I should be royally ticked off at you. I should be really cheesed off, I shouldn't want to talk to you anymore.
Juno MacGuff: What? Cause I got bored and had sex with you and I didn't want to like marry you?
Paulie Bleeker: Like I'd marry you! You'd be the meanest wife ever, okay? And I know that you weren't bored that day because there was a lot of stuff on TV, and then 'The Blair Witch Project' was coming on Starz and you were like 'I haven't seen this since it came out and if so we should watch it' and then 'but oh, no, we should just make out instead la la la'
Juno MacGuff: You just take Katrina the douchepacker to prom. I'm sure you two will have like a real bitchin' time.
Paulie Bleeker: Well, I still have your underwear!
Labels: juno, movie quotes
EDWARD! EDWARD! EDWARD!







cigarette:2
STATUS: will be celebrating Euan's BDAY later!

Labels: bella, edward cullen, edward forever, movie, new moon, robert pattison
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE~ROLL THE CREDITS
Roll the credits
boy in the begining
the begining it was me and you
I was bunny you were clyde
and we were running
we were running for the * we knew
Roll the credits
But then in the middle
in the middle you went adn changed the script
took a pencil and erased my happy ending
instead of loving you i feel so sick
roll the credits
i know you directed it
im sure i produced a bit
but why is that chick stealing my show
baby tell me who is she
i need to know her name and number
tell me who does she hand out with
when your not together
im aint gonna do nothing crazy
i just need you to hear me
roll the credits x2
and tell me how many of your friends you told
all about it
they said you working last friday night when i was calling
did you lie to all of them too
or was i just a fool
roll the credits x2
yeahhh
you worked undercover
gave her every single line i owned
and it doesnt make me feel any better
that you took her places we would go
roll the credits
i thought you were meant for me
my name should be on that screen
tell me why that chicks playing my roll
baby tell me who is she
i need to know her name and number
tell me who does she hand out with
when your not together
im aint gonna do nothing crazy
i just need you to hear me
roll the credits x2
and tell me how many of your friends you told
all about it
they said you working last friday night when i was calling
did you lie to all of them too
or was i just a fool
roll the credits x2
i know you directed it
im sure i produced a bit
i thought you were meant for me
my name should be on that screen
we werent even at the end
but you started additioning
and let somebody else star in my show
baby tell me who is she
i need to know her name and number
tell me who does she hand out with
when your not together
im aint gonna do nothing crazy
i just need you( i just need you)
to hear me baby.
cigarette:2
STATUS: hays pasok na later.. hu.hu.

Labels: favorite song, paula deanda lyrics song, roll the credits
JUNO

most of the movies I got to watched were like I watched na before except for JUNO I loved it! super talga. I love that it was so funny, so true, I love the soundtrack, the artist, the story and I love everything highschool hehe. I love the movie theme song it just talks about love that is so true: here's the lyrics to it and the song!
Your part time lover and a full time friend,
The monkey on the back is the latest trend,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
Here is a church and here is a steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
We both have shiny happy fits of rage,
I want more fans, you want more stage,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
I'm always tryin to keep it real,
Now I'm in love with how you feel,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train,
I kiss you all starry eyed,
My body swings from side to side,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
The pebbles forgive me,
The trees forgive me,
So why can't,
You forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you.
cigarette:2
STATUS: last day of PTO Euan's BIRTHDAY!!!

Labels: ellen paige, FAVORITE, favorite song, juno, movie, movie quotes, music
Sunday, July 19, 2009
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE~JAMES MORRISON
James Morrison - Please Don't Stop The Rain
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cigarette:0
STATUS: SLEEP NA ULIT AKO

Labels: FAVORITE, JAMES MORRISON, lyrics, please dont stop the rain, song, video
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE~BATTLEFIELD
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like
Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your
We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like
A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(Fighting, fighting for)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
Why does love always feel like?
Why does love always feel like?
A battlefield, a battlefield
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
cigarette:0
STATUS: A SUPER FAVORITE SONG!
Labels: battlefield, FAVORITE, jordin sparks, lyrics, video
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE~LENKA'S THE SHOW
The Show lyrics
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time
It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.
Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
da dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back(x3)
Just enjoy the show
cigarette:0
STATUS: will be doing movie marathon later

5 DAYS!!!
~hays love it just love it it's 4 am walang magawa kundi to upload few of my favorite songs sarap makakatulog ako for 5 days yipppee! Euan's 2nd birthday will be on Friday ay he's turning two na big boy na... Oh well, I'll surely miss Office asaran pero grabe I really need the break magkakasakit na talaga ako. Oh well here are hindi ako nag watch ng harry potter I'm really not a big fan dati siguro. So here goes my favorite songs: wala ako masyado update eh. I love this song and I love lady Gaga!
cigarette: 0
STATUS: super bakasyon!

Labels: 5 days vacation, bum, favorites, LADY gAGA, me.thoughts, songs, videos
Friday, July 17, 2009
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE
I Can’t Make You Love Me
~Aisa
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don’t patronize - don’t patronize me
Cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no you won’t
‘Cause I can’t make you love me, if you don’t
I’ll close my eyes, then I won’t see
The love you don’t feel when you’re holding me
Morning will come and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no you won’t
‘Cause I can’t make you love me, if you don’t
Ain’t no use in crying, baby.
cigarette:2
STATUS: sakit ng katawan coming down w/ a flu

Thursday, July 16, 2009
HAYS!

cigarette:3
STATUS: annual physical exam today after shift hays

Labels: FAVORITE, remember me, robert pattison
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
"I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can't tell fast enough, the ears that aren't big enough, the eyes that can't take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone."
— Jonathan Safran Foer (Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close)
cigarette:0
STATUS: work.wor.work

Labels: favorites, Jonathan Safran Foer, love, quotes, sadness
Monday, July 13, 2009
FROM CHICO'S TOP TEN~LOVE THIS ONE
I love statements that make you stop in your tracks and think even without thinking you’re thinking. One of my favorites is Dorothy Parker. I luuurve her! I enjoy Top Tens like this. Hands down one of my all-time favorite topics. I like the laugh out loud ones, but I also love the ones that make you go hmmm…
November 17, 2008 → The Top Ten Most Brilliant Statements You’ve Ever Heard
Patatas – “Before, I was indecisive. Now, I’m not so sure…”
Yen – Madonna: “A lot of people are afraid to ask for what they want. That’s why they don’t get what they want.”
SC – “Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed it for a change.”
Faye - “God will take care of what you go through. You take care of how you go through it.”
Faye – “God gave us relatives. Thank God we can choose our friends.”
MNEMONIC – Kevin Welch: “There will be 2 dates on your t0mbstone, but what matters is that little dash between them.”
Dempy – Me talking to a friend: “Alam mo, dapat hindi ka naniniwala sa multo.”
Friend: “Bakit naman?” Me: “Kasi, sabi ng alaga kong dwende, hindi daw sila totoo.”
Adrian/No name – Oprah Winfrey: “Always keep your words SOFT and SWEET, just in case you’ll have to eat them.”
Purple – Scully, frustrated with Mulder’s endless search for the truth: “You already believe Mulder, what more will proof do for you?”
Philip Ivan Oliver – “No matter what happened in the past, IT’S OVER. Yesterday ended last night.”
No name – “Paano mo makikita yung para sa iyo, kung ayaw mong tantanan yung pinipilit mong maging para sa iyo.”
Professional Heckler – “There are 2 kinds of pedestrians: the quick & the dead.”
Professional Heckler – “Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian, any more than standing in a garage makes you a car.”
Zane – Michael Jordan: “You miss 100% of the shots you didn’t take.”
No name – House MD: “If you talk to God, you are religous. If God talks to you, you are psychotic.”
Amber – “All desirable things in life are either ILLEGAL, FATTENING, OR MARRIED TO OTHERS!”
No name – “Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.”
Jesse Jude - “God doesn’t believe in atheists.”
Warriorpoet – “Science is too young to understand God.”
Forg – Ray Romano: “The more I go through parenting, the more I say I owe my parents an apology.”
Forg – Lance Armstrong: “A boo is a lot louder than a cheer.”
Faye – “I know God will not give me problems I cant handle. I just wish that He didn’t trust me so much.”
No name – From the Bible (Book of Sirach): “Do not envy a sinner, you do not know what his end will be.”
Mau – “Give the devil an inch, and he’ll be a ruler.”
Nok – “Loneliness is often a self-inflicted wound.”
Bryan – From Notes on a Scandal: “It takes courage to recognize the real as opposed to the convenient.”
Unplainedrice – Bugs Bunny: “I like dead end signs. They have the decency to let you know you’re going nowhere.”
Professional Heckler – “Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are good, is like expecting the bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian.”
Spongebob – Hubert Humphrey: “The right to be heard does not include the right to be taken seriously.”
Ping Hapon – “It’s easy to be a human being. It’s being human that’s hard.”
Bajoink – John Maxwell: “Life becomes easier only when we cease to think that it should be easy.”
Garfield 128 – Sigmund Freud: “The harder you try to forget something, the more you think about it subconsciously.”
Freckles - ”Nobody cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy.”
Billy – Oscar Wilde: “All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man d0es. That is his.”
Lintang Keringkeng – “What other people think of you is none of your business.”
Hopeful – Dalai Lama: “Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. If we cannot help them, at least don’t hurt them.”
Jhex - “When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sandpaper. They may scratch & hurt you now, but in the end, you end up polished & they end up useless.”
Professional Heckler – “Courtship is request. Marriage is conquest. Divorce is inquest.”
Miguelito – “Always remember na kahit gaano man kalalim ang ilog, hanggang dibdib lang ito ng duck!”
Acer – John Lennon: “Time you enjoyed wasting, was not wasted.”
Espeks – Don Miguel Ruiz: “What we call education is nothing but a domestication of the human being.”
Baba – from Conversations with God Book 1: “If you do not go within, you go without.”
Dru – Charito Solis: “There are no such things as small roles, only small actors.”
El Torto – “Who can see the future? Those who create it.”
Humdinger – From the book, Hannibal: “The worm that destroys you is the temptation to agree with your critics; to get their approval.”
Keizha – “Don’t stop when you’re tired, stop when you’re done.”
Kapitan Kopleng - Paolo Coelho: “If something is really meant for you, the universe will conspire to make it happen.”
Dru – Madonna: “Poor is the man who’s pleasures depend on the permission of another.”
Acer – George Harrison: “I wanted to be successful, not famous.”
Disenchanted – Stephen King: “God is cruel. Sometimes he makes you live.”
Professional Heckler – “War doesn’t determine who’s right. War determines who’s left.”
Boknoi – Mohandas Gandhi: “I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.”
Daisy6 - Bill Gates: “I think everybody should get rich and be famous and do everything he ever dreamed of, so he can realize that it’s not the answer to happiness.”
cigarette:2
STATUS: HAYS!

Labels: CHICO GARCIA, chico's top ten, top 10 list
"I got tired, I told him. Not worn out, but worn through. Like one of those wives who wakes up one morning and says I can't bake any more bread.
You never bake bread, he wrote, and we were still joking.
Then it's like I woke up and baked bread, I said, and we were joking even then. I wondered will there come a time when we won't be joking? And what would it look like? And how would that feel?
When I was a girl, my life was music that was always getting louder. Everything moved me. A dog following a stranger. That made me feel so much. A calender that showed the wrong month. I could have cried over it. I did. Where the smoke from the chimney ended. How an overturned bottle rested at the edge of a table.
I spent my life learning to feel less.
Every day I felt less.
Is that growing old? Or is it something worse?
You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness."
— Jonathan Safran Foer
cigarette:2
STATUS: as always.

Labels: Jonathan Safran Foer, love, quotes, sadness
Sunday, July 12, 2009
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE~TIME WILL REVEAL
~been singing this song for a week now.
What can I do?
To make you feel secure
Remove all your doubts
So that you'll know for sure that
You're the apple of my eye girl
Fulfillment of my dreams
Time, will show the value
Of just what you mean to me
More precious than silver
More precious than diamond rings or
Anything that I can give you
It wouldn't mean a thing
If you didn't have my love beside you
There to guide you through
Well it is good to know you do
I know just how you feel
But this time love's for real
In time it will reveal
That special love that's deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time
I tell you I love you
But you won't believe it's true
More precious than silver
More precious than diamond rings or
Anything that I can give you
It wouldn't mean a thing
If you didn't have my love beside you
There to guide you through
Well it is good to know you do
I know just how you feel
But this time love's for real
In time it will reveal
That special love that's deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time
I know just how you feel
But this time love's for real
In time it will reveal
That special love that's deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time
I tell you I love you
But you won't believe it's true
More precious than silver
More precious than diamond rings or
Anything that I can give you
It wouldn't mean a thing
If you didn't have my love beside you
There to guide you through
Well it is good to know you do
I know just how you feel
But this time love's for real
In time it will reveal
That special love that's deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time...
In time it will reveal
Oh, that special love in us
Will all reveal in time
So let you're little heart lay down my body
cigarette:2
STATUS:FINE.FINE.FINE

Labels: FAVORITE, favorite song, jay R, lyrics, time will reveal
"He awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to be a good and meaningful person, to be, as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was, happy. And during the course of each day his heart would descend from his chest into his stomach. By early afternoon he was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was right for him, and by the desire to be alone. By evening he was fulfilled: alone in the magnitude of his grief, alone in his aimless guilt, alone even in his loneliness. I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad. As if he might one day convince himself. Or fool himself. Or convince others--the only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad. I am not sad. I am not sad. Because his life had unlimited potential for happiness, insofar as it was an empty white room. He would fall asleep with his heart at the foot of his bed, like some domesticated animal that was no part of him at all. And each morning he would wake with it again in the cupboard of his rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping. And by the midafternoon he was again overcome with the desire to be somewhere else, someone else, someone else somewhere else. I am not sad."
cigarette: 3
STATUS: at home and missing A

Labels: favorites, Jonathan Safran Foer, quotes
UPDATES, UPDATES, UPDATES
Last week I finally got to watched He's just that not into You~ so funny. so true when ben afflecks character proposed to jen anistons character that made me cry I also like Ginifer Goodwin such beauty.
I've been doing away from watching movie at the big screen because I promised myself that I will wait till New Moon opens in cinemas hehe I'm such a sucker for this vampire!

Labels: a love letter, bob ong quotes, COMEBACK TO ME LYRICS, men, movies, sadness, thoughts
"We slept in the same bed.
There was never a right time to say it.
It was always unnecessary.
The books in my father's shed were sighing.
The sheets were rising and falling around me with Anna's breathing.
I thought about waking her.
but it was unnecessary.
There would be other nights.
And how can you say I love you to someone you love?
I rolled onto my side and fell asleep next to her.
Here is the point of everything I have been trying to tell you...
It's always necessary.
I love you,..."
— Jonathan Safran Foer
cigarette: 1
STATUS: feeling the sadness of the rain

Labels: FAVORITE, Jonathan Safran Foer, quotes