LEONA LEWIS~I WILL BE

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STATUS: pakshet gwapo tlga ni chase!

THE FRAY~NEVER SAY NEVER

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x4]



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STATUS: I love the fray. I love this song

TAYLOR SWIFT'S YOU BELONG WITH ME~REALLY CUTE

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STATUS: will be going back to work later.

CHICO'S TOP TEN:

December 19, 2008 → The Top Ten Things To Say If An Ugly Girl Tells you, “Ang Ganda Ko!”

Mokong – “Really? Hindi obvious.”

Awsom – “Sabi ko naman sayo, tigilan mo na yang drugs eh!”

SC – “Huy, iba ang ganda sa self-confidence!”

Rastaman – “…compared sa unggoy.”

Angel-In-Disguise – “Kailan pa?”

Fil John – “I’m sorry your honor, I OBJECT!”

Jecay – “Mas gaganda ka pa kung may bangs ka. Yung hanggang baba.”

Greg – “Natanggap ba ng face mo yung memo? Para kasing hindi siya nag-comply…”

Gorgeous Goddess/PigDoctor – “Sige nga…define ‘maganda’…”

Geyp – “Ay ang galing! Nagsasalita yung unggoy!”

Geyp/Jesse Hahn/Dyosaimma/Resha/Mrzaquino/Maricon – “Ows? Nasaan? Aling part?”

SPY Shadow – “Tumira ka nanaman ng katol, no?”

SPY Shadow – “Brownie…ATTACK!”

Bennett – “Lord patawarin niyo po siya…”

No name – “Maganda nga…mula ulo, mukhang paa.”

Hanazawa Rui – “Masamang espirito, lumabas ka sa katawan ng pangit na ito!”

Mighty Aphrodite – “Totoo? Sige nga, patingin! Tanggalin mo yang suot mong maskarang
pangit!”
His Cuteness – “Oo nga, artistahin ka! Puwede ka dun sa palabas na ‘Uglier Pa Kay Betty’!”

Dr. G – “Akala ko ba nag-rehab ka na?”

Ted – “Puro inner?”


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STATUS:hanap pa rin kami hauz

MY SISTER'S KEEPER: MOVIE TRAILER

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STATUS:talked and chat with so may people today.
also went malling with my youngest sister nina who also love my sister's keeper.

TEAM EDWARD!

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STATUS: hehe

"Suddenly I realize that this is what I've been waiting for - a man who depends entirely on me... I dreamed for years of a man who couldn't live without me, a man who pictured my face when he closed his eyes, who loved me when I was a mess in the morning and when dinner was late and even when I overloaded the washing machine and burned out the motor. [My son] stares up at me as if I can do no wrong. I have always wanted someone who treats me the way he does; I just didn't know that I'd have to give birth to him." " — Jodi Picoult (Harvesting the Heart)

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STATUS: timeline.

"there should be a statute of limitation on grief. A rulebook that says it is all right to wake up crying, but only for a month. That after 42 days you will no longer turn with your heart racing, certain you have heard her call out your name. That there will be no fine imposed if you feel the need to clean out her desk; take down her artwork from the refrigerator; turn over a school portrait as you pass- if only because it cuts you fresh again to see it. That it's okay to measure the time she has been gone, the way we once measured her birthdays." — Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)

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STATUS: timeline.

"Do you know what it's like to love someone so much, that you can't see yourself without picturing her? Or what it's like to touch someone, and feel like you've come home? What we had wasn't about sex, or about being with someone just to show off what you've got, the way it was for other kids our age. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person. I was lucky enough to have her all along." — Jodi Picoult (The Pact: A Love Story)

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STATUS: pain and madness usually goes hand in hand

"After a certain point, a heart with so many stress fractures can never be anything but broken."
— Jodi Picoult (Salem Falls)



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STATUS: time says heals all wounds..

AT THE TEEN CHOICE AWARDS!

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STATUS: never fails to make me smile.

"Love is not a because, it's a no matter what."

— Jodi Picoult (Second Glance)

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STATUS: I know

"Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that's beause it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like." — Jodi Picoult

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STATUS: wala na akong maramdaman.

"I love you," he whispered, and that was the moment he knew what he was going to do. When you loved someone, you put their needs before your own. No matter how inconceivable those needs were; no matter how fucked up; no matter how much it made you feel like you were ripping yourself into pieces." — Jodi Picoult (The Pact: A Love Story)

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STATUS:whatever that's left of me..

PLEASE MAKE IT REAL FOR ME...

"In the space between yes and no, there's a lifetime. It's the difference between the path you walk and the one you leave behind; it's the gap between who you thought you could be and who you really are; its the legroom for the lies you'll tell yourself in the future." — Jodi Picoult (Change of Heart)


You Make It Real – James Morrison

Mmmmm
There’s so much craziness, surrounding me
There’s so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I’m not sure of, my priorities
When I’ve lost site of, where I’m meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I’m full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for meee, yeaaa

And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That’s whyyy I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Ohhh
Everybodies talking in words
I don’t understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinin in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there’s so much more
I have to learn
But if you’re here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me

And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me



You Make It Real – James Morrison Music Code


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STATUS: sadness.

"Normal, in our house, is like a blanket too short for a bed--sometimes it covers you just fine, and other times it leaves you cold and shaking; and worst of all, you never know which of the two it's going to be." — Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)

Hold me close, baby please
Tell me anything but that you're gonna leave
As I kiss this fallen tear
I promise you I will be here

Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you...
By heart

When you go, I'll stop the clock
I won't ever let this moment stop
Time is stealing you from me
But it can never take this memory

Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you...
By heart.

Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you...
By heart.

~I love you Mama, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for not being the daughter I used to be. I will forever miss you..

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STATUS: loneliness, is there any other word for it?

"Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them."

— Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)

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STATUS: my back aches of sadness.

PARA SA PAKIKI-ISA KO SAYO FORMER PRESIDENT CORY AT SA BUONG SAMBAYANAN

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STATUS: kalungkot

meron na ako yipppeee!

My Sister’s Keeper is a poignant, uplifting, emotional, sad, triumphant, passionate, heartwrenching and extremely powerful story about the Fitzgeralds, a family united in their love for each other but divided on exactly where the boundaries of family obligations, love and sacrifice should end. But it is, ultimately, a story of two sisters, the unbreakable bond they share and how totally entwined they have been all their lives until a crucial decision threatens to tear them apart and ends up changing all the lives forever.

The Fitzgeralds - Brian, a firefighter and avid amateur astronomer, and Sara, a stay-at-home mother and ex-lawyer - have the perfect suburban family, but life changes irreversibly when Kate, now sixteen, is diagnosed at age two with leukemia. She develops what looks like "a line of small blue jewels" down her spine, and her mother knows immediately that she is not seeing normal bruises. The family doctor wants the tests repeated in the hospital hematology/oncology department. There, after a series of painful and invasive procedures, they learn that Kate suffers from "APL … a subgroup of myeloid leukemia. The rate of survival … is twenty to thirty percent, if treatment starts immediately." The treatments keep the disease at bay for about five years, until Kate's body explodes with runaway cancer cells. She desperately needs a bone marrow transplant or she will die. Her determined mother, on the advice of the doctor, persuades her husband to try for the "perfectly engineered baby."

Their other child, Jesse, is not a match, but now at thirteen, Anna has always been aware that she was "born for a specific purpose…a scientist managed to hook up [her] mother’s eggs" and her father’s sperm "to create a specific combination of precious genetic material," so that could she could be a bone marrow match for her sister Kate. When Kate needs leukocytes or stem cells or bone marrow "to fool her body into thinking it’s healthy," Anna has obediently stepped in. Everytime Kate is hospitalized so is she, which means Anna can never go away to soccer camp or even to college.

Until now, Anna has never questioned her role in life. But she says that "lately I have been having nightmares, where I’m cut into so many pieces that there isn’t enough of me to be put back together." The strain has been heavy on them all, especially Anna who says so bluntly - "I was never really a kid. To be honest, neither were Kate and Jesse…" And it is hard because they "practically set a place for Death at the dinner table." It does different things to them. Jesse is the wild kid who does drugs and plays with matches, gets arrested for stealing a judge’s car and is generally hopeless. But he is acting out is because he feels he is worthless, unable to help Kate. He calls himself "a lost cause."

After the countless surgeries, transfusions and shots, Anna is now required to give a kidney, which her mother Sara, so intent on saving Kate, doesn’t think is a big deal. Kidney donation us considered a relatively safe surgery. But the pamphlet that Anna reads explains that "when you donate a kidney, you spend the night before the operation fasting and taking laxatives. You’re given anesthesia, the risks of which can include stroke, heart attack and lung problems. The four-hour surgery isn’t a walk in the park either --- you have a 1 in 3,000 chance of dying on the operating table, if you don’t, you are hospitalized for four to seven days, although it takes four to six weeks to recover…"

She has had enough. She loves her sister fiercely but she can’t go through with the kidney donation, so she sues her parents for the right to make her own medical decisions.

When you reach the end of the book after following Anna through her journey, you realize that there are no easy or even right answers. There isn’t one person who can be judged for what they think is moral or ethical, or even justifiable. Sometimes you don’t know what the right thing is but as a mother, as a doctor and even as a sibling, you do what you think is right for you and for everyone else.



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STATUS:grabe ganda ng book sa simula pa lang

HIHI SO CUTE...

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STATUS:hihi so cute