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Features
Dimensions: 114 x 59.5 x 10.1 mm
Weight: 128 g
2.36 inch TFT display with 16.7 million colors and resolution of 320 x 240 pixels
5 megapixel camera with LED flash, autofocus and video recording
Secondary videocall camera

Connectivity
Micro-USB connector compatible with load. USB 2.0 High Speed
Audio connector 3.5 mm Nokia
EGSM 850/900/1800/1900
WCDMA
HSDPA
GPRS Class A
EGSM Class A
HSUPA
LAN 802.11b, 802.11g (security WPA2-Enterprise, WPA2-Personal, WPA-Enterprise, WPA-Personal)
Compatible with TCP / IP
Capable of acting as a data modem
Bluetooth version 2.0 with A2DP
Integrated A-GPS with compass

Memory
250 MB internal memory
Expandable with microSD cards up to 16 GB

Multimedia
QWERTY Keyboard
Integrated handsfree speaker
Conference calls with up to 6 participants
Video calls
SIP VoIP 3.0
SMS, MMS, EMS, Email
Integrated Nokia Mobile VPN
Supported markup languages: HTML, XHTML, MP, WML, CSS
Nokia Maps 3.0
Video playback formats:. Mp4, AVC/H.264,. Wmv, RV, Flash Video, H.263/3GPP
Integrated video editor
Music Playback Formats: AAC, AAC +, eAAC +, MP3, AMR-NB, WMA
FM radio 87.5-108 MHz with RDS support
Voice recording
S60 3rd Edition, Feature Pack 2 (S60 3.2.3)
Symbian OS version 9.3
Java ™ MIDP 2.0, CLDC 1.1, 3D API, PIM API, File access API
Flash Lite 3.0
PDF reader
Maps
Nokia Office Tools

release your hearts, alert your senses and pay attention. A leaf, a star, a song, a laugh. Notice the little things, because somebody is reaching out to you. Qualcuno ti ama. Somebody loves you."
— Ben Sherwood (The Death and Life of Charlie St. Cloud)

HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE

Thats What You Get By Paramore


No sir, well, I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat
We're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide, you have made it harder
Just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well, I was wrong

That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

I drowned out all my sense
With the sound of its beating
And that's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel
When you're not here?
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built
When you were here

I still try holding onto silly things
I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities
I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

I drowned out all my sense
With the sound of its beating
And that's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh, why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself
With anything but this
And that's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

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Nokia C3

You may never have proof of your importance but you are more important than you think. There are always those who couldn’t do without you. The rub is that you don’t always know who."
— Robert Fulghum (All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten)

HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE

You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know that you just don't care

REFRAIN 3X u say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know that you just don't care

REFRAIN
And I said what about, breakfast at tiffany's
She said: I think I, remember the film
And as I recall, I think we, both kinda liked it
And I said: well, that's the one thing we've got

I see you the only one who knew me
Now your eyes see through me
I guess I was wrong
So what now. It's plain to see we're over
And I hate when things are over
When so much is left undone

REFRAIN

You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know that you just don't care

I am paralyzed. It's too painful to think of you in the same place with your life going on in the same way, minus me. And to think of you not there, you somewhere else but I don't know where that is, is worse." — Alice Munro (The Love of a Good Woman : Stories)

ARE THEY?!

PREVIOUSLY: Are John Mayer and Jennifer Aniston back on? Mayer seemed to indicate they might be when he spoke in front of a crowd of 18,000 at his concert on Sunday at the Hollywood Bowl in LA.

"I believe in second chances!" he said, reports the Express. "You might have been a pain in the ass the last time around, but you can still start over again from home base. Next time you get a text from the one you love just text back 'come over' - no matter what happened in the past. If you really love someone, just tell them and be with them."

A woman who resembled Aniston was rumored to be in the wings while Mayer performed, though her rep has not verified she was there.

"He keeps looking, smiling, smirking and winking at her--especially during 'I Don't Trust Myself With Loving You,'" someone emailed E! News during the show.

All I Really Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten by Robert Fulghum

All I Really Need To Know
I Learned In Kindergarten
by Robert Fulghum

- an excerpt from the book, All I Really Need To Know I Learned in Kindergarten




All I really need to know I learned in kindergarten.
ALL I REALLY NEED TO KNOW about how to live and what to do
and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not
at the top of the graduate-school mountain, but there in the
sandpile at Sunday School. These are the things I learned:

Share everything.

Play fair.

Don't hit people.

Put things back where you found them.

Clean up your own mess.

Don't take things that aren't yours.

Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody.

Wash your hands before you eat.

Flush.

Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you.

Live a balanced life - learn some and think some
and draw and paint and sing and dance and play
and work every day some.

Take a nap every afternoon.

When you go out into the world, watch out for traffic,
hold hands, and stick together.

Be aware of wonder.
Remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup:
The roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody
really knows how or why, but we are all like that.

Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even
the little seed in the Styrofoam cup - they all die.
So do we.

And then remember the Dick-and-Jane books
and the first word you learned - the biggest
word of all - LOOK.

Everything you need to know is in there somewhere.
The Golden Rule and love and basic sanitation.
Ecology and politics and equality and sane living.

Take any of those items and extrapolate it into
sophisticated adult terms and apply it to your
family life or your work or your government or
your world and it holds true and clear and firm.
Think what a better world it would be if
all - the whole world - had cookies and milk about
three o'clock every afternoon and then lay down with
our blankies for a nap. Or if all governments
had a basic policy to always put thing back where
they found them and to clean up their own mess.

And it is still true, no matter how old you
are - when you go out into the world, it is best
to hold hands and stick together.

HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE: SHERYL CROW FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE:

Song Title: Two Is Better Than One Lyrics
Artist / Singer: Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
“Hey, you know, this could be something”
‘Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I’m left with nothing

So maybe it’s true
That I can’t live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything’s okay
I’m finally now believing

That maybe it’s true
That I can’t live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, “Hey,”

Maybe it’s true
That I can’t live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking
I can’t live without you
‘Cause, baby, two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I’ll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

suffering from

The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”
-Mother Teresa of Calcutta quotes

HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE CHASING CARS by SNOW PATROL

We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

THE DREAM WEDDING GOWN

On being positive and all that jazz.

Some of the pain actually went away.
After all those trying times I would say that really changing your outlook in life helps a great deal - I no longer ask myself why can't I be more happy, why I cant have all the simple things that almost everyone I know has. Why do I have to slave myself to work Why cant life be a little more fair for me and Euan? All these stupid questions-- but really It helps that I pray a lot more now and I will always without fail -everytime I feel deprived to think that I am so blessed-I have everything that I NEED.

I have Euan
I have a job that is so flexible that I can still spend time with Euan that I can still rest and do dvd marathons and do household chores.
I have my Family
I Have friends
We have food in the table
We have a house

It actually is funny but now I have more hopes for the future I still ask and seek and pray for more blessings I know in God's own time everything will come to pass all the heartaches and pains will be gone as they say give time time because it really does heal all wounds.
I know that in time as well Euan and I will have more. I just know it.

I LOVE IT! SUPER GANDA!

Plot

CIA agent Evelyn Salt interrogates a Russian defector, Orlov, who tells her about "Day X", an operation organized by a powerful Russian since the Cold War, which will lead to the destruction of the United States. Orlov mentions that at the funeral of the late Vice President in New York City, the visiting Russian President will be killed by Russian spy Evelyn Salt. Salt, shaken at the accusation, attempts to contact her husband Mike, a German arachnologist, fearing for his safety. Meanwhile, Orlov escapes, prompting Salt to escape — causing the CIA to think she is a spy. She flees to her apartment and finds her husband missing. Salt resumes and grabs essentials as well as a venomous spider. After barely escaping a highway pursuit, Salt takes a bus to New York City. The next morning, she sneaks into the heavily guarded St. Bartholomew's Church where the Vice President's funeral is being held and shoots the Russian President. She then encounters Peabody where she surrenders but escapes the NYPD.

A series of flashbacks show Salt growing up in the Soviet Union where Orlov taught her and many other children to obey him and ingratiate themselves to the American government. Then, when it came to Day X, he would command them to strike from various positions in the US. Salt meets Orlov who congratulates her on her killing, but he tells her that without permission she married a foreigner who might be a distraction from her mission. He brings her to a river barge, where he tests her allegiance by having another agent kill Mike in front of her. Salt appears to be unaffected by this, thus passing Orlov's test. He then tells her Part Two of Day X, which would involve seizing the United States' stock of nuclear weapons. The enraged Salt, who had gone to Orlov in an attempt to save her husband, kills her master Orlov she used to worship, and everyone else on the barge, because Mike was the only person who cared for her in a world where she was considered state property. She then goes to the rendezvous set up by Orlov to meet a NATO mole, Shnaider, whom she recognizes from her childhood trainee days under Orlov.

Shnaider and a disguised Salt go to the White House. Once inside, Shnaider brainwashed by Orlov, suddenly starts shooting at Secret Service agents and detonates himself. The Secret Service, along with Winter, rush the President to the lower bunker of the White House. Meanwhile, the President, believing Russia is preparing a nuclear strike against the US, begins to transmit the launch codes from the nuclear football. Salt infiltrates the bunker and incapacitates the bodyguards. Winter picks up a gun and kills everyone but the President, whom he knocks unconscious.

He explains to an astonished Salt that he was part of Orlov's plan all along. Winter then uses the nuclear football to start the sequence for launching nuclear missiles at Tehran and Mecca. Salt asks Winter to let her in but before he opens the door, a news program reveals that the Russian President is not dead, but only placed in a near-death state from spider venom. He realizes that Salt is not on his side but she manages to break in, and after an intense struggle, she succeeds in knocking him down. Just after she manages to abort the nuclear missile launch set up by Winter, agents break in and arrest her. Winter goes free, but later Salt uses her chains to strangle him.

Salt is put on a helicopter with Peabody, and explains everything to him. A skeptical Peabody finally accepts she is telling the truth after he receives an SMS saying that her fingerprints were found at the barge, confirming her betrayal to Orlov. They both know that there are other moles, and Peabody agrees to let her escape, so she can find and kill them. He uncuffs her and Salt jumps into the Potomac River, free once more.



Salt is a 2010 American action-thriller film directed by Phillip Noyce, written by Kurt Wimmer and Brian Helgeland, and starring Angelina Jolie, Liev Schreiber, Daniel Olbrychski and Chiwetel Ejiofor. Jolie plays Evelyn Salt, who is accused of being a KGB sleeper agent, and goes on the run to try to clear her name. While Tom Cruise was initially secured for the lead, the script was ultimately rewritten for Jolie.

Cast
Angelina Jolie as Evelyn Salt, the film's protagonist and a CIA officer accused of being a KGB sleeper agent
Liev Schreiber as Ted Winter, the head of the fictional CIA's Russia House[2] and Salt's friend and colleague of 15 years[3]
Chiwetel Ejiofor as Peabody, an ONCIX agent in pursuit of Salt[3]
Daniel Olbrychski as Orlov, the Russian defector and spymaster
August Diehl as Michael "Mike" Krause, Salt's husband
Olek Krupa as Russian President Matveyev
Hunt Block as United States President Lewis
Corey Stoll as Shnaider, the Russian Jewish suicide-bomber sent to his death by Orlov

The Only Exception by Paramore Lyrics
Album: Brand New Eyes

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I’d never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we’ve got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I’ve always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I’m
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I’ve got a tight grip on reality
But I can’t
Let go of what’s in front of me here
I know you’re leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it’s not a dream

Ohh—

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I’m on my way to believing
Oh, And I’m on my way to believing

Positive Thoughts


1. When Snake is alive, Snake eats Ants.
When Snake is dead, Ants eat Snake.
Time can turn at any time.
Don't neglect anyone in your life........ ...

2. Never make the same mistake twice,
There are so many new ones,
Try a different one each day.

3. A good way to change someone's attitude is to change our own.
Because, the same sun melts butter, also hardens clay!
Life is as we think, so think beautifully.

4. Life is just like a sea, we are moving without end.
Nothing stays with us,
what remain is just the memories of some people who touched us as Waves.

5. Whenever you want to know how rich you are?
Never count your currency,
just try to Drop a Tear and count how many hands reach out to WIPE that- that is true richness.

6. Heart tells the eyes see less, because you see and I suffer lot.
Eyes replied, feel less because you feel and I cry a lot.

7. Never change your originality for the sake of others,
because no one can play your role better than you.
So be yourself, because whatever you are, YOU are the best.

8. Baby mosquito came back after 1st time flying.

His dad asked him "How do you feel?"

He replied "It was wonderful, Everyone was clapping for me!"

Now thats what I call Positive Attitude

Atom Araullo is RP's cutest newsman: online mag: WOOT!!!!

MANILA, Philippines - An online magazine featured 4 males from the ABS-CBN News and Current Affairs team in its 10 cutest newsmen in the Philippines list.

Topping the list of Spot.ph is TV Patrol reporter and Umagang Kay Ganda host Atom Araullo, who was dubbed as the "prettiest newsman on national TV" for his lean frame, mestizo features and boyish charm.

Atom Araullo has a face that could convince young girls to be more responsible citizens -- as soon as they stop gushing over how cute he is," the website read.

Not only is he cute, he is also athletic and smart, Spot.ph noted. Araullo is an Applied Physics graduate of the University of the Philippines, where he is a well-known activist.

He's also a champion triathlete and trained in soccer, tennis, volleyball, taekwondo, platform diving, mountaineering and underwater diving.

"Indeed, it's a bonus that he's brainy. Because, really, all he has to do to melt our hearts is to go on air. This Atom is certainly the bomb!" Spot.ph said.

Landing on the third spot is Alex Santos, who is a regular on TV Patrol's weekend edition as well as morning show Umagang Kay Ganda. Despite his "salt-and-pepper" hair, Spot.ph said Santos retains his "boy-next-door" appeal.

"Watching him deliver the news on TV Patrol's weekend edition is a pleasant experience -- even if he's dishing out daunting facts...He makes the news more attractive," the website read.

Also on the list are ABS-CBN News Channel (ANC) hosts TJ Manotoc and Paolo Abrera, who ranked 7th and 8th, respectively.

Spot.ph said it "can't point a finger" on their appeal, but found both men sexy nonetheless.

Below is the full list of Spot.ph's 10 cutest newsmen in the Philippines:

1. Atom Araullo (ABS-CBN)

2. Martin Andanar (TV-5)

3. Alex Santos (ABS-CBN)

4. Ivan Mayrina (GMA-7)

5. Paolo Bediones (TV-5)

6. Mark Salazar (GMA-7)

7. TJ Manotoc (ABS-CBN)

8. Paolo Abrera (ABS-CBN)

9. Ferds Recio (GMA-7)

10. Aljo Bendijo (IBC-13, NBN-4 and RPN-9)

Love the way you lie Eminem featuring Rihanna

Love the way you lie Eminem featuring Rihanna

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can’t breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It’s like I’m in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It’s like I’m huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I’m leaving you
No you ain’t
Come back
We’re running right back
Here we go again
It’s so insane
Cause when it’s going good
It’s going great
I’m Superman
With the wind in his bag
She’s Lois Lane
But when it’s bad
It’s awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who’s that dude
I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her
I’ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you’re with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit ‘em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get ‘em
Now you’re getting fucking sick
Of looking at ‘em
You swore you’ve never hit ‘em
Never do nothing to hurt ‘em
Now you’re in each other’s face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit ‘em
You push
Pull each other’s hair
Scratch, claw, bit ‘em
Throw ‘em down
Eminem Love The Way You Lie
Pin ‘em
So lost in the moments
When you’re in ‘em
It’s the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it’s best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don’t know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It’s a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin’ over
But you promised her
Next time you’ll show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that’s why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn’t mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper’s just as bad
As mine is
You’re the same as me
But when it comes to love
You’re just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn’t you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed
I’ll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it’s lies
I’m tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I’m a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I’mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

HOME:

I watched back on some of the best episodes of GLee and this one actually tops my list:

Home" is the sixteenth episode of the American television series Glee. The episode premiered on the Fox network on April 27, 2010. It was directed by Paris Barclay and written by series creator Brad Falchuk. "Home" sees new cheerleader Mercedes Jones (Amber Riley) deal with body image issues, while the parents of glee club members Kurt Hummel (Chris Colfer) and Finn Hudson (Cory Monteith) begin dating, and club director Will Schuester (Matthew Morrison) is reunited with his friend April Rhodes (Kristin Chenoweth).

Recorded by Colfer and Monteith of Glee Cast, “A House Is Not A Home” is a song for the sixteenth episode of Glee entitled “Home” : Both my favorites playing KURT ( Colfer ) and FIN ( Monteith ).

Glee – A House Is Not A Home Lyrics

A chair is still a chair
Even when there’s no one sitting there
But a chair is not a house and a house is not a home
When there’s no one there
To hold you tight and no one there
You can kiss good night

A room is still a room
Even when there’s nothing there but gloom
But a room is not a house and a house is not a home
When the two of us are far apart
And one of us has a broken heart

Now and then I call your name
And suddenly your face appears
But it’s just a crazy game
When it ends it ends in tears.

So darling, have a heart,
Don’t let one mistake keep us apart.
I’m not meant to live alone
Turn this house into a home.
When I climb the stair and turn the key
Oh, please be there
Still in love with me

As I did on my first time I saw this episode it made me cry buckets of tears it was like heart-wrenching cry-God I'm so lonely.

COMING SOON:

"I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it's just too much. The current's too strong. They've got to let go, drift apart. That's how it is with us. It's a shame, Kath, because we've loved each other all our lives. But in the end, we can't stay together forever."
— Kazuo Ishiguro

Plot
In his highly acclaimed novel Never Let Me Go, Kazuo Ishiguro (The Remains of the Day) created a remarkable story of love, loss and hidden truths. In it he posed the fundamental question: What makes us human? Now director Mark Romanek and writer Alex Garland bring Ishiguro’s hauntingly poignant and emotional story to the screen. Kathy (Mulligan), Tommy (Garfield) and Ruth (Knightley) live in a world and a time that feel familiar to us, but are not quite like anything we know. They spend their childhood at Hailsham, a seemingly idyllic English boarding school. When they leave the shelter of the school and the terrible truth of their fate is revealed to them, they must also confront the deep feelings of love, jealousy and betrayal that threaten to pull them apart.[

Cast
Carey Mulligan as Kathy
Keira Knightley as Ruth
Andrew Garfield as Tommy
Sally Hawkins as Miss Lucy, a teacher at Hailsham, the boarding school
Charlotte Rampling as Miss Emily, headmistress of the boarding school
Nathalie Richard as Madame, a mysterious figure at the boarding school
Kate Bowes Renna as Miss Geraldine, Hailsham's nurse
Domhnall Gleeson as Rodney
Andrea Riseborough as Chrissie
Ella Purnell as the younger version of Ruth
Isobel Meikle-Small as the younger version of Kathy
Charlie Rowe as the younger version of Tommy
Oliver Parsons as the younger version of Athur
Hannah Sharp as Mandy
Lydia Wilson as Hannah

"I laughed and said, life is easy. What I meant was, life is easy with you here, and when you leave it will be hard again. "
— Miranda July (No One Belongs Here More Than You)

We don't have intercourse anymore. I'm not complaining, it's my own fault. I lie there beside him and try to send signals to my vagina, but it's like trying to get cable channels on a Tv that doesn't have cable. My mind requests sex, but my vagina is just waiting for the next time it has to pee. It thinks its whole job in life is to pee."
— Miranda July (No One Belongs Here More Than You)

He seemed to be waiting for me to move forward. Weren't we all."
— Miranda July (No One Belongs Here More Than You)

What a terrible mistake to let go of something wonderful for something real."
— Miranda July (No One Belongs Here More Than You)

Cyanide & Happiness

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The Vampire Diaries is an American supernatural–fantasy horror television series developed by Kevin Williamson, based on the book series of the same name by L. J. Smith. The series follows the life of Elena Gilbert (Nina Dobrev), who falls in love with vampire Stefan Salvatore (Paul Wesley), and soon finds herself caught in a love triangle between Stefan and his older brother, Damon (Ian Somerhalder). The series also focuses on the lives of Elena's friends and other inhabitants of the fictional town of Mystic Falls, Virginia.

When The Vampire Diaries premiered on The CW Television Network on September 10, 2009, it attracted the largest audience of any series since the network began in 2006.[1] Therefore, the series was given a full, 22-episode order on October 21, 2009.[2] The show's first season ended its initial run on May 13, 2010.[3] Before the finale, on February 16, 2010, The CW announced that it had renewed the show for a second season,[4] which is expected to premiere on September 9, 2010.[5]

The show was received with average critics, but the critics agreed that the show improved with each episode.[citation needed] The ratings were high for the target group The CW aimed, but stayed average towards the end of the season.[citation needed] Despite everything, the show received numerous audience choice awards, such as two People's Choice Awards and seven Teen Choice Awards; however, it was not nominated for any more prominent awards.[6][

The series follows the life of Elena Gilbert (Nina Dobrev), who falls for a century-old vampire named Stefan Salvatore (Paul Wesley). Their lives grow more and more complicated as Stefan's vicious brother Damon (Ian Somerhalder) returns to town with a vendetta against his brother. The series is set in the fictional town of Mystic Falls, Virginia, a town charged with supernatural history. Other storylines revolve around the other inhabitants of the town, most notably Elena's younger brother Jeremy (Steven R. McQueen), Elena's friend Bonnie Bennett (Katerina Graham), a witch whose abilities develop throughout the season, and their insecure friend Caroline Forbes (Candice Accola).

Main article: List of The Vampire Diaries characters
Nina Dobrev portrays Elena Gilbert, a strong-willed and empathetic young woman who is involved in a romantic relationship with Stefan.

Paul Wesley portrays Stefan Salvatore, a vampire who is involved in a romantic relationship with Elena.

Ian Somerhalder portrays Damon Salvatore, Stefan's malevolent vampire brother who develops romantic feelings for Elena.

Steven R. McQueen portrays Jeremy Gilbert, Elena's adoptive younger brother, later revealed to be her cousin.

Sara Canning portrays Jenna Sommers, Jeremy and Elena's aunt and legal guardian.

Katerina Graham portrays Bonnie Bennett, Elena's best friend and a witch.

Candice Accola portrays Caroline Forbes, Elena's shallow friend; daughter of the town's sheriff, Elizabeth Forbes.

Zach Roerig portrays Matt Donovan, Elena's childhood friend and ex-boyfriend. He is Vicki's younger brother.

Kayla Ewell portrays Vicki Donovan, Matt's troubled older sister and girlfriend of Tyler and then Jeremy.

Michael Trevino portrays Tyler Lockwood, Vicki's ex-boyfriend and Jeremy's rival; son of the mayor of Mystic Falls.

Matthew Davis portrays Alaric Saltzman, hired by Mystic Falls High School as a history teacher after Mr. Tanner's death; his wife Isobel was turned into a vampire by Damon.

Do you know the best thing about broken hearts? They can only really break once the rest is just scratches."
— Carlos Ruiz Zafón

The moment you stop to think about whether you love someone, you've already stopped loving that person forever."
— Carlos Ruiz Zafón (The Shadow of the Wind)

I LOVE THESE WORDS: FROM WORD CENTRAL http://www.merriam-webster.com/

gayborly (adjective) : neighborly to gay people
savorite (verb) : [save + favorite] to save (a Web page) to the favorites folder on a Web browser
YouTuber
(noun) : one who posts or watches videos on YouTube
retweet (verb) : to copy a Twitter message and resend it giving credit to its original poster : to re-post another person's tweet
refriend (verb) : to add (someone who had been previously removed) to a friends list on a social networking Web site
bipolarness (noun) : bipolar disorder

woot
(interjection) : yey

dumbosity
(noun) : extreme stupidity
e-gossip (noun) : gossip presented via e-mail and blogs rumorology
(noun) : the study or practice of spreading rumors
sext (verb) : to send a text message with sexual content
I knew he wanted me when he started sexting me.
bloggery (noun) : the act or phenomenon of blogging fashionese (noun) : jargon used within the fashion industry
empuzzlement (noun) : confusion gladitude (noun) : a feeling of contented appreciation

e-joke (noun) : a joke told through the internet
faithwalk (noun) : a journey of faith
textcasm (noun) : sarcasm used in text messaging or in online social networking

bonus parent (noun) : a stepparent
funnify (verb) : to make (something or someone) fun
facedump (verb) : to delete (someone) as a friend on Facebook shoulder surfer (noun) : a person who watches another person do something (such as use a computer or ATM, or fill out a form) in order to obtain private information
Some shoulder surfers might be trying to steal your password or personal information.
LGTM (abbreviation) : looks good to me
nntr
(abbreviation) : no need to reply —used in electronic text messaging

IRL
(abbreviation) : in real life

ckl
(abbreviation) : chuckle

weightist (adjective) : prejudiced against overweight people
weightist (adjective) : prejudiced against overweight people
tweeplings (noun) : people who use Twitter and esp. one's followers on Twitter mindjob
(noun) : something that is mentally or emotionally exciting or overwhelming
tweetox (noun) : a break from Twitter

nooner (noun) : a sexual encounter that takes place at noontime
creepify
(verb) : to make creepy

expectatious (adjective) : having expectations
jeggings (noun) : leggings that resemble tight-fitting denim jeans
The plan of attack involves platform shoes and “jeggings”: the fashion dictionary term for jeans that look like leggings.
jenky (adjective) : inferior in quality
Who would ever want to shop at that jenky store?
Gramminate (verb) : to nominate for a Grammy award
TUL (abbreviation) : text you later —used in electronic text messaging

manstress
(noun) : a man other than her husband with whom a married woman has a continuing sexual relationship

"Part of me still loves. More of me doesn't."
— James Frey

"I mean, I don’t know how the world broke. And I don’t know if there’s a God who can help us fix it. But the fact that the world is broken - I absolutely believe that. Just look around us. Every minute - every single second - there are a million things you could be thinking about. A million things you could be worrying about. Our world - don’t you just feel we’re becoming more fragmented? I used to think that when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is. Harder. You’d think we’d be getting better at it. But there’s just more and more chaos. The pieces - they’re everywhere. And nobody knows what to do about it. I find myself grasping,You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it would mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that." —