Is trying hard to be Positive and Speaking to her MOUNTAINS

MATTHEW 17:20 NKJ
20 So Jesus said to them, "Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, `Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.

According to Jesus, unbelief keeps us from speaking to our mountains.

What is the mountain in your life? What stands in the way of your progress? What holds you back from going forward and fulfilling God's plan?

Speak God's Word to that mountain!

Speak to the devil and his forces and tell them to get out of your affairs.

Speak to sickness and tell it that it can't stay in your body.

Speak to debt and financial lack and tell them to be removed from your life.

Speak to doubt, fear, and worry and tell them to be gone.

If you say, "I just can't believe it would do any good for me to talk to problems," that's why you still have them.

Read what Jesus said again, and again.

SAY THIS: I will speak to the mountains that try to hold me back.'

With all the craziness that's been going on around us it's really hard sometimes to keep a positive attitude towards life- but I realized in very hard way that it really does not help to dwell on self-pity, anger, lack of faith, and hopelessness believed me it clouds the mind and if you don't force yourself out of the sittuation it will take all your energy and it will make you lonely and sad and just want to die.

Sometimes when reality is being forced upon you it will make you feel numb-you don't want to think much less care as if life has been suck up and you feel that you don't deserve to be so unhappy-but really it took a lot of humility on my part to realized that happiness is a blessing.

I'm trying really hard to psyche mysel everyday to not think about the things that Euan and I don't have instead I'm thinking that I don't have to be sad because I have everything that I need I may not have all the things that I want but I'm still blessed to have Euan, a job-that's keeping me insane, friends, a house and that we eat 3x a day.

Please help me dear Jesus to keep a positive outlook in life and to learn to speak to my MOUNTAINS...