Hay I admit katulad ni Kris Aquino I'm An O.A. mom. as in Over acting. As in worry freak. As in laging may takot-God cough and colds lang ni Euan feeling ko may nightmares na ako hays .

Ngayon pa dahil sa dengue we spray Baygon sa house 3x a week, may off lotion pa at yon baygon mat shet nakaka loka.

Tapos ngayon naman may hmfd as in hand, foot and mouth disease:
Hand, foot and mouth disease (HFMD) is a human syndrome caused by intestinal viruses of the Picornaviridae family. The most common strains causing HFMD are Coxsackie A virus and Enterovirus 71 (EV-71).[1]

HFMD usually affects infants and children, and is quite common. It is moderately contagious and is spread through direct contact with the mucus, saliva, or feces of an infected person. It typically occurs in small epidemics in nursery schools or kindergartens, usually during the summer and autumn months. The usual incubation period is 3–7 days.

It is uncommon in adults, but those with immune deficiencies are very susceptible. HFMD is not to be confused with foot-and-mouth disease (also called hoof-and-mouth disease), which is a disease affecting sheep, cattle, and swine, and which is unrelated to HFMD (but also caused by a member of the Picornaviridae family).-From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Symptoms of HFMD include:[2]

Fever
Headache
Vomiting
Fatigue
Malaise
Referred ear pain
Sore throat
Painful oral lesions
Non-itchy body rash, followed by sores with blisters on palms of hands and soles of feet
Oral ulcer
Sores or blisters may be present on the buttocks of small children and infants
Irritability in infants and toddlers
Loss of appetite.
Diarrhea
The common incubation period (the time between infection and onset of symptoms) is from three to seven days.

Early symptoms are likely to be fever often followed by a sore throat. Loss of appetite and general malaise may also occur. Between one and two days after the onset of fever, painful sores (lesions) may appear in the mouth and/or throat. A rash may become evident on the hands, feet, mouth, tongue, inside of the cheeks, and occasionally the buttocks (but generally, the rash on the buttocks will be caused by the diarrhea.)

Tapos sore eyes pa. ano ba!


I'm so freaking out ang dami dami ng sakit -ang sakit ng ulo ko - I swear.

Yu trauma ko pa sa sunog laging nandito super afraid talaga ako.

Si Euan naman he's growing up to be a very smart kid super kulit nga lang pero hey that's part of growing up I guess. He's so sweet di he loves kisses and hugs donuts and cartoons and I love him so much that sometimes it feels that he's all I have.

really I'm trying to be a good mom really trying so damn hard there came a point that I'm praying and begging the Lord to grant me more patience - I don't want Euan to grow up thinking that I'm always irritated and that I act and look like a monster hay ang hirap pala talga maging mommy- super! Ang hirap dahil lalo na I'm a working mom and then chores pa sa house stress sometimes sa money issue, sa alone time issue, sa loneliness issue, sa health issue- Is Euan eating healthy tama ba yun vitamis intake nya, is he getting enough rest and sleep, is he eating healthy foods? Or how about upbringing? Am I being a good example? morals. proper conduct and all. Future issues mapapag aral ko ba siya, will I have the time and energy to teach him how to read and write and bring him to the zoo and all hay all of these things it makes it even harder na mag isa lang ako sa pag papalaki kay Euan. dear Jesus help me. Help us.

Sometimes the fear is giving me nightmares and restless sleep sana alm ko the answers to all these diba kaya lang hindi and I'm just praying so hard na wag kami pabayaan ni Euan.